Ureshi~~~ ^^

Ureshiiiii~~~~ Chooo Ureshi~~~~

Well.. finally after those jelousy feeling I finally get it..

Yeah~

Aween letter~ ^^ Aween... Gomen ne~ i believe I was the last one who say thank to you..

~ARIGATOU Aween-chan~

Well its kind of a long story about the but let make it short. I have to claim it at the post office actually..because they said that we are not home on the day..huhu.. well, i still wonder when was the Postie came because we were home all the time.. ..huhu~~ Let it be~~ I GOT IT TODAY!!! (**after a lot of quest from the family what is that package is about and try to fit the time of going out to claim it ^^)

Decide to open the parcel at home but My Sis insisting to see what it is make me lost my patient that I own at first... ""dettaa"" in the car ~~Well, as predicted there is a postie and 'that' stone.. The stone that Aween once post at her blog-sama...

Seeing those picture repost in facchan bloggie make me wonder which one that I will get... Knowing that I'm gonna have a chance to claiming my things today give a feel that mine was Dream.... and it really come true..Mine is DREAM...Yume.. Ho yeah!!!~~

**back from postoffice the purezento have their photo shoot^^
**aween.. i love ur handwriting~^^

**the froggie wasn't here...but i have "so-called MousePeace" keychain~ ^^

Ne..ne... Aween-chan... Hontoni, Arigatou ne~~*hugs*~

btw.. made this for you.. well gomen.. since it was made in rush, so there is lots of mistake and bla..bla..bla.. hehe.. demo.. enjoy.. critics are welcome.. ^^ Specially made for Aween.. Dozou~

**any unclear sentence? let me know and i'll let u know~
**the last part should be credit and something2.. but just notice that there is non..huhu.. it suppose to be:

Aween.. Hontoni Arigatou Gozaimasu for the purezento.. I'll appreciate it ne.. Like Facchan said, its first time to get letter from oversea. So it give lots of excitedness..*hypermode*^^
Friends Forever... Love U..u....Ueda~ ^^ Jus kiddin... Yeah..
KAME LOVE AWEEN AND AWEEN LOVE KAME
and Koki is lovable~

note:since minna in the family was curious about the parcel.. its become famous for a while and question was showering me... This post wast made since the afternoon but it takes soo much time since the process of video making and uploading..*sigh*...Wish to be expert soon~ ^^

Current Music : NMP + 1582
Current Mood : Hyper and Super Ureshii~

Ueda Solo!!

"TATSUYA UEDA with FiVe 2010"

Schedule:
Prefectural Sports Center in Hokkaido
Aug. 4(Wed) 18:00

Marine Messe in Fukuoka
Aug. 11(Wed) 18:00

Grand Arena in Hiroshima
Aug. 29(Sun) 18:00

The First Gymnasium in Yoyogi Kyougijyou (Tokyo)
Sep. 25(Sat) 18:00
Sep. 26(Sun) 16:00

World Memorial Hall in Kobe (Kansai)
Oct. 2(Sat) 18:00
Oct. 3(Sun) 16:00

**its confirm.. I'll write it well soon.. Too excited and cant write properly right now

How much does this song seems real in our true life?

RABBIT OR WOLF?

・ Lyrics Music: UEDA TATSUYA
Arrangement: EIJI KAWAI


Once upon a time where there is
There was one bad wolf.
Is a very clever guy
Impersonating her cute little bunny
Pretend to be a friend
More hands to pretend 差Shinoberu
Red tongue licking lips
Fang went to making a killing bite to the neck white.

That is our story
In this world of today as well as in
Is a very clever guy
Approached us with a gentle smile
Pretend to be a friend
More hands to pretend 差Shinoberu
Spit lies sweet smile
Making a killing bite nails went into his neck.

Such a stupid stupid world
What sauce do you really need?
This is because we do not tip of?

Hikari just wander the dark sky is required following the
Choking fit but we
Fading into darkness

And you laugh at me
But I laugh about you
But you are correct than I am
But you are correct than I am

ワカラナイナラハヤクキエチマエッテ

Now the rabbit is a friend of revenge
I decided to kill bad wolf
Guy is really clever
To use the fleeting image of a rabbit
Playing in Sweet Temptation
Further stirring the anesthetic
Closed eyes, raised my claws at the
I went to kill the light of the world took the bite

I had done what rabbits are really really was Yoshi Akira?
What was I wolf justice then?

It is said to wander looking 終Wari無I Michi
Stained immediately goes to scratch each other but we

So what you cried I
And what I shouted at me
What if you killed me eating
What if I killed you eating
I said, nobody complains Seyashinai

Hikari just wander the dark sky is required following the
Choking fit but we
Fading into darkness

And you laugh at me
But I laugh about you
But you are correct than I am
But you are correct than I am

ワカラナイナラハヤクキエチマエッテ

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Once upon a time, at that place
There was an old cruel wolf
That was really cunning
Wolf wanted to have the lovely appearance of Rabbit
So it pretended to be Rabbit's good friend
Stretching out its hands,
Wolf put out its red tongue to lick its lips
And stabbed at Rabbit's white nape with its fangs. It ate Rabbit up.

A story like that
Also exists in our world nowadays
There are a lot of cunning wolfs
They approach us with elegant smiling faces
And pretend to be good friends
Then stretch out their hands
With their deceitful smiles and sweet words
They stab at our napes with their fangs. They kill us.

A stupid, troublesome and boring world like this ...
Does it need to exist?
There is no future for human

The sky keeps turning gray, there's only some light wandering around
Then our throats are choked up
We are entering the dead world

You smile to me
And I smile to you
But you are sincere
Or it's me who is sincere?
..........................................................


And next was the revenge of Rabbit's best friend
It decided to kill the old cruel wolf
That was so cunning
Making use of rabbits' agility
It said sweet seducing words
And went to make narcotic
Then when Wolf's eyes turned dark, it raised its claws
This world's light was appropriated. It killed and ate Wolf up.

What Rabbit did was indeed right
Or Wolf was right?

The answer was that the story hadn't ended yet, still wandering to look for the solution
However, the bleeding wound was stained red

So you screamed something
And I screamed something as well
If only you didn't kill me and eat me up
If only I didn't kill you and eat you up
These complaints were so awkward

The sky keeps turning gray, there's only some light wandering around
Then our throats are choked up
We are entering the dead world

You smile to me
And I smile to you
But you are sincere
Or it's me who is sincere?

Tagging.. haha~

Well this is first time i've been tag.. huhu.. second actually the first is from Fara but this is first time i'm making it on bloggy-chan~ Yatta~

Movin' on.. Koko wo dete dokoka e yukou... ops...^^ singing KAT-TUN-Movin on~

no. 1: Do you think you are hot right now?

absolutely NOT

no. 2: Upload wallpaper that you are using rite now

no. 3: Last time eating pizza?

with my family... my bro Tanjoubi.. but it turn to disaster... Minna.. let boycott KP PizzaHut

no. 4: Last song that you listen?

NMP [No More PaiИ]

no. 5: Others things that you are doing right now?

Facebooking.. I guess..^^

no. 6: Other than your name what is other name that you people use to call you?

If think it properly I guess non because I'm that type of person that really care about my name.. If someone seems to start a new name for me other that my name i surely gonna blow.. but recently I make my friend call my Tatchan @ Tasuya.. ^^

no. 7: Tag five person

1. Fara Hanim

2. Shazween Amalina Zuhairi

3. My Cussie (caspergurl)

4. Asyraf Hanafi

5. Aton ^^

Who is no. 1 for you?

(Fara) Tomodachi...^^.. Love to be in fandom world with her~

Say something for person no.5

(Aton) really good in comforting others

no.3 is in relationship with?

(Cussie) Isyraq.. haha.. rite cussie?

How about no.2?

(aween) Tomodachi... ^^.. reading her blogpost make my excitedness in fangirling increase~

The fact about 5 people that you tag~

1. Fara Hanim - Its fun to have convers with fara because she can light up the mood... i wonder if i meet her what will happen.. ^^

2. Shazween Amalina Zuhairi - Studying architecture in Australia.. she seems to do well there..Yosh, aween ganbatte!! nice getting know U

3. My Cussie (caspergurl) - I know this girl really know me.. ^^.. She is doing well as the first child in her family.

4. Asyraf Hanafi - know nothing kot..haha.. I guess

5. Aton - really good in taking care people heart.. huhu..

Me and my confusing mind (**or should i say baka?)

I'm messing up with my feeling lately.. I think I still love him at a moment but a few second after that I think I'm not.. crazy me ne? until when??!!! I'm mad at myself since being so stupid about my own feeling... Until when dear?when will you get the true answer... I'm afraid that I'm still in love will him because of the memory.. I'm afraid that if i said that I dont love him because I have too.. Its totally confusing... the time will cure ne but 4 years already... i should forget but I can't.. what should I do.. every moment that I'm alone I'm missing him but I know he did not miss me.. but everytime I miss him this ques come..Do you really miss him because you cant find someone else to miss? i guess that why i miss him.. i should find a replacement.. but it was really unlucky because i.m not that type.. just had enough after him.. cant really fall for other I guess... It a silly mistake..My mistake.. I left him in sudden.. After a lost, a did miss him soo much.. when I'm thinking to have him back.. he already with someone else.. me.. and my ego let him be.. but a sweet text for two years make me think that he still mine but the fact I'm not.. then where i got totally dump with my emo.. that why guys, I'm telling you... endure me until I get matured~ I'm that emo..

**a quest where the answer is mine but still cant found the exact one..*sighing*

Bloggy~~ ^^

Huhu.. I start blogging since last year.. which is here .... But my sis love to stalk so, i stop and start again here.. it is not like i dont like my oneechan ...it just like, i wanna privacy in my life becoz sometime she just love to tell mama.. so, its really inconvenience ne.. well with this new bloggie-chan I make tour to others blog.. previously i don't and i found it is fun... I love to read aween's ... it really make my day... it always full of spirit.. yosh.. aween good job as bloggie ne.. n facchan also..hehe good job~ *thumbs up*... Its fun to read others ne... huhu.. mostly those who had fandom like me.. kekekekh~ well, to alin, ommedetou~ you really done well in ur life and blogging.. most of your post really inspire me and put me on the other view of life... maybe i dont really know much of you, maybe, there is doubt about me.. but i really meant it.. ^^

well.. seing facchan, aween and other blog, i guess, i really should mark all those pic upload.. hehe.. well.. I'll use this then.. its stand for CB which is cherryblossom.. my fav hana.. ^^ n its also look like clover...4 leaves one means luck.. i design it last 2 years n i guess i'm gonna start to use it~~(**remind me if i forget)

**first pic... my Tatsuya..*heart*

** i really love this kame pic...huhu.. whatever people say HE is still Kamenashi Kazuya..

バスケットボール Basukettobōru

Hasashiburi.. Its been a while since i stop posting anything~ More than a week i guess.. well something do happen and i cant get my english word to come in.. haha.. my english was not good... Its the grammar actually.. i just hate grammar.. as long people can understand what i want to say or express is enough.. well, it seems that i've been out of topic.. back to the topic..

Well, I guess I do love basketball.. Some memory exist in it.. back the when I'm in Taipng some of my friend do play basket for fun.. Ain.. I do miss u ne.. well, I didn't get well with people where I go.. I guess people who know me since I was in lower secondary know me the best.. since that when ever i go, I didnt fit others... back then when i'm in taiping i really dunno why do my classmate hate me.. i guess they do.. they say i'm "gedik" or whatsoever la... but jitsuwa... i know i'm no good... I'm not the preety, I not that good in taking people heart becoz i am out spoken.. what ever they did i just can smell the hatred.. demo.. I miss you guy.. facing my bad era in Taiping really teach me to survive.. Ima wa, even i'm surrounded by a bunch of people who doesn't like me.. i still can survive.. believe me.. its hard for me to hate anyone.. that no lies... i might be dislike you but I DONT HATE ok? back to the topic again...

I remember the first time I play basketball (**let its be BB) when Ain invite me to join them playing for fun..I really enjoy it even my stamina is low and with a blurry sight... at that time wearing frame-less spec so i have to take it off.. they seems like dont really like me coz i'm spoiling the game with my bad movement... gomen ne..but i really enjoy it... well... jitsuwa, I just hate sport.. not hate la... becoz i got tired easily.. my stamina is the worst ne.. hehe... then since that i rarely get the chance to play BB.. luckily in matrix i got involve in basketball club for KOKO.. its not luckily.. it just we have too.. hahaha.. but never mind.... at least i do sport a bit.. from that i learn how to play a lil...well, then back to the latest Fasa Sports day... there is basketball match.. hoho.. well of course i got all the confidence in game.. but a story to tell:

Fasa sport-day is a bad for me.. i got into unnecessary fight with someone.. i know its my fault but that guy really fail in handling women.. he is so mean.. well I DISLIKE U until U SAY SORRY but I DONT HATE YOU... basketball in fasa sport day.. a day before i was home so i miss a few BB game.. when i'm back i'm with my spirit to play but what i got.. " no need to bump the ball just pass it becoz u might miss that to opponent" i just like what the.... huh! watching them play it seems like totally netball... huh.. no thrill.. i really want to bump.. but with those word i really feel like i cant bump even i do learn how to bump...a bit la.... well, i dont can say this coz i know i got tired easily coz i really dont sport. plus with this overweight body.. hahaha~ but that make me totally lost interest in basket.. wow! i remember to get a scar with my amazing fall..huhu..

Amazing fall where i feel the true beat of BB.. i was jumping to get the ball and someone also did that at both my left and right (**dont really remember with whom is the match..)...then i feel like spinning and fall with my back then my head.. huh.. a lil swing but i just stand up like i'm fine.. yeah.. i'm fine.. then i continue a bit then take a rest.. people think i'm fine but i'm not... my tracksuit got ripped and i bleed a little on that day.. but it got worse after that..huhu.. well, why do people always have those suspicious feeling to other? i dont really get it coz i'm that easy to trust people.. I dont know whether people will trust what i'm saying but my body is that freaky type.. it got into pain late.. hahaha.. back then when i was in form 1 we have to carry those new table by our own to out class.. the next day almost all of my friend hurt their arm muscle accept me.. hehe.. i really feel good.. but the next day my hand start hurting too where all the people is done from the pain.. funny huh? back to the a amazing fall i got scar on my knee.. people think i'm fine but the scar is there.. its surely itaii!!

Yeah basketball..recently i've done watching buzzer beat.. thats make me wanna write bout BB again.. i guess i really like basket.. man who play basket surely look cool (** no hentai ae!!!) the way they pass the ball and the spirit of the team.. thanks to yamapi~~~ ^^ I really love to watch those high speed game where the ball is pass in a speed with a good teamwork... ouh.. just watch the basket match in buzzer beat.. it some kind like that and i bet in reality it is better.. n finally... I WISH TO WATCH A BUZZER BEAT!!!!

when i think it again.. yamapi really good in this form~ ^^

i wonder if other did if they are in this same form ne~~ hurm~~

**sorry for the boring entry~ ^^

~[No More PaiИ]~

~No More PaiИ~

Well eventough I'm off, I will be with my KAT-TUN

~LOVEYDOVEY~

~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~

~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~

~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~

~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~

~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~

~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~

~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~

~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~[No More PaiИ]~

Life is drama where we are the actor and the director

Pergh... Long title ne.. hehe.. it just got into my mind like that.. huhu.. well dramatic week will begin tomorrow where I'm gonna start my SIEP.. Yosh!! I can do it..

To do list b4 tomorrow~

1. Phone theme NMP (*onprocess*)

2. Fanfic (*delay until 26*)

3.Packing (*after done onl9)

4.Sleep (*when feel sleepy*) BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

well actually kind of nervous to start this SIEP.. *sigh*.. why is this thing is compulsory.. its not bothersome if the place was given.. but it is when u need to find it by yourself..

*Will do it in Jengka.. the house that I'm gonna stay sure damn hots~ Atsui!!

as stated on the title my dramatic drama will begin where i'll be in hypertension due to hotness of my surrounding.. the tension of doing SIEP, the small house where no privacy, low internet connection<<--main trigger since NMP gonna release.. But all I can do just be strong ne~ I hope i really can control myself and doing well in my drama life~ AKIRA MENAI!!!

Still in NMP mode.. nervous... I wish..I wish..I wish..I wish..I wish..I'll get the LE~

till my next update.. jya~~

**no emoji too lazy..kekekekeh~~

～花の舞う町～

Actually decide to post about NMP.. but I guess it better to wait until official release next Wednesday~ Firstly the lyric meaning.. wanna hear the song? click on the playlist on the footer.. well Tatsuya piano job always impress me..

**some people name the song as "In the city where flower dance" or sort like that but i prefer in the city of twirling blossom... I rember last year when the song release it really give me good feeling..

Sakura>>Hana>> Cherryblossom>>my favourite flower.... i really want to have the feeling of being in hana no mau machi... kimochi ii no~ ah~those windy wheather with sakura petal flying around me.. i'll try make it real.. btw the picture behind the scene is real.. its taken by my friend early May in Japan.. so envy of him~~~ YOSH!!! Hana no mau machi.. a place i wanna be~~~sutekina flower~^^ well i prefer to have sakura flower from my love one.. believe it or not i love it more than rose or other flower~~ well it said that hana no mau machi is a song made by My Tatsu with imagination what if RomeoJuri didnt die.. sweet ne~~~ (@_@)

-no emoji.. too lazy~

Ice Cream.. Ho yeah!!

choco.vanilla.strawberry?

I love vanilla ice cream more~ 2nd strawberry then choco... well.. that not the motive~ hehe~

KAT-TUN Fandom!!!

1stly... *SCREEEAAAAAM!!!!!* Like aween said... *MUKYAARRGGGHHHH* ...I'm not that good in expressing my excitedness.. urmm.. myb becoz i'm use to be excited alone where I cant scream in reality.. haha.. well that not the point.. The point is, I'm crazy right now over my Six... umm.. its 5 actually.. Jin! Hayaku back!.. hehe.. Well this song called No More Pain.. want the download link? um.. better wait till the real version is out... I've been craze about this song about a week i think... but today i'm totally explode!!!!! The CM or Commercial leak today.. that 16 second really kills.. Well..Fandom!! Yeah.. Can't wait the full vers... YEAH... KAT-TUN my Ichiban!!! KAT-TUN saikou.. hehe... Suki!!! Well, let the picture tell~~

~~~My NMP Review~~~
I love those eye that looklike staring on me.. hehe.. mostly Kame's...Love those eye shadow style~yeah! I love Ueda cheek... it make me want to pinch...*pinch2* hehe.. I love my KAT-TUN for their effort.. this new PV really look different from others... the shooting angle.. the graphic.. the style.. it give refreshing feeling on KAT-TUN even the song is not refreshing.. Well the part that make me feel this song really make it Six of them even they are Five when Koki mention K.A.T.T.U.N in this song.. well KAT-TUN exist in Six and they always be SIX... I LOVE KAT-TUN because of their talent.. Well.. Different flavour make ONE GREAT KAT-TUN taste... Each of them stand in thier on style never bother other.. KAT-TUN SUGOII... ZUTTO SUKI.. LARVU..LARVU~~~

Well.. a story to tell. within half of that 16 second this analysis was made what if it was 3 minute ++...haha...

[21:43:19] Miss Tatsuya: u..
[21:43:25] Miss Tatsuya: i ske style eye shadow kame
[21:44:18] Lynn: i ske kame nye look
[21:44:22] Lynn: cre dye pndg
[21:44:26] Lynn: arrrgghhh
[21:44:35] Lynn: cam nk gle
[21:44:39] Lynn: *flails*
[21:44:51] Miss Tatsuya: see..
[21:44:57] Miss Tatsuya: i love kattun in one now
[21:45:17] Miss Tatsuya: hahaha
[21:45:42] Miss Tatsuya: uuuuu
[21:45:46] Miss Tatsuya: CE TGK KAME
[21:45:55] Miss Tatsuya: BJU DY AD KAIN PUTIH
[21:46:02] Miss Tatsuya: DY X LILIT
[21:46:07] Lynn: YEKE????
[21:46:10] Miss Tatsuya: CAM SUPERMAN
[21:46:18] Miss Tatsuya: TP DR PARAS PINGGANG
[21:47:07] Lynn: A'AH
[21:47:14] Lynn: CAM MLAYANG2!!!
[21:47:17] Lynn: OMG!
[21:47:19] Miss Tatsuya: hehe
[21:47:24] Miss Tatsuya: koki nyer segi tiga
[21:47:24] Lynn: SGT SKE!
[21:47:29] Miss Tatsuya: cam biase
[21:47:35] Miss Tatsuya: n tatsu suar quater
[21:47:37] Lynn: XDD
[21:47:37] Lynn: u
[21:47:37] Miss Tatsuya: cam biase
[21:47:39] Miss Tatsuya: hahaha
[21:47:40] Lynn: da tka propic~
[21:47:44] Lynn: suke suar tatsu~
[21:47:51] Miss Tatsuya: ske gak
[21:47:52] Miss Tatsuya: haha
[21:47:55] Lynn: (heart icon)
[21:48:00] Miss Tatsuya: propic halp of that face
[21:48:09] Lynn: ye~
[21:48:43] Miss Tatsuya: haha
[21:48:55] Miss Tatsuya: i keep playing nmp
[21:49:08] Lynn: i keep playing 16sec of happiness~
[21:49:14] Miss Tatsuya: haha
[21:49:16] Miss Tatsuya: u..
[21:49:26] Miss Tatsuya: tgk kain putih gantung dr blakang lg best
[21:49:34] Lynn: yeke?
[21:49:41] Miss Tatsuya: i mean when the camera angle change
[21:49:45] Miss Tatsuya: sumwhe in 9-11
[21:49:57] Lynn: da tgk
[21:50:01] Lynn: kaki kame berbulu
[21:50:20] Miss Tatsuya: haha
[21:50:25] Miss Tatsuya: tali kasut dy
[21:50:26] Miss Tatsuya: geram
[21:50:30] Miss Tatsuya: cam nk ikatkan je
[21:50:45] Lynn: XDD
[21:50:47] Lynn: ne
[21:50:48] Lynn: kaki boy2 tacchan baby dear sugarplump sgt berurat
[21:51:03] Miss Tatsuya: aah
[21:51:04] Miss Tatsuya: u..
[21:51:17] Miss Tatsuya: dy still pkai necklace going
[21:51:41] Lynn: da ske kot
[21:51:43] Lynn: nk tuka
[21:51:44] Miss Tatsuya: hehe
[21:51:46] Miss Tatsuya: i pon ske

This is just a skype chat but what if eye to eye? sure cant sleep... Ah... KAT-TUN is love ne~