Its me Earissa... observe.write and rant.. its my nature.. piano and violin is my soul..a random person that enjoys life in my way.. somehow, i also can be in mizerable state at a time.. Still, LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST~!!

Monday, November 17, 2008

Some memory..




402/502 MARESMART... somewhere i used to be few years ago.. something that i really miss so much.. sweet memories of MJSC Taiping.. I wonder why, past few days, all the thing that happen in Taiping flying in and out of my mind.. I really wonder why..


My beloved classmates, i really miss you guys.. text msg me ae.. still using my old number..WHEN IS THE REUNION?!!!.....Please organize some ae..hehe.....(^^)






Saturday, November 15, 2008

-愛の華 Ai no hana - 上田 竜也 Ueda Tatsuya -

~Romanji~
Amaeto itsumo no youni kiite ita namida to
ARUBAMU itsumo no youni nagameteta katasumi de hitori mata mienai mirai ni obiete irudareka
dakishimete tada aishite hoshii
Ai no KAKERA wo
nigedasa nu youni kudake nu youni
ryoute de dakishime
kono mama kisetsu ga toori sugite mo
ano yasashisa wa wasurenai
sashikomu hikari ni sukoshi memai wo oboete
watashi wo tsutsumikomu youni yasashiku hanabira ga mau kono machi no keshiki mo iro wo kaete
adokenai yasashii kaze ga hoo wo naderu
sora wo miagete
ano nani mo nai musuu no kumo ni kokoro ubawarete
suzushii hizashi ni terasarete ima sukoshi egao ni nareta kiga shita
itsuka futari de aruita sakura michi de
kawara nu omoi to nigirishimeta sono te wa
itsumo no egao to itsumo no nukumori
nidoto toki wa modorenai kara
ai no SAKURA wa
kono mune ni chiri kesshite ni do to wa
saku koto wa nai kedo
mou ichido itsuka wa
ano "MICHI" wo aruite yuku mata hana wo
sakaseru youni La La La...



~Kanji~
雨音 いつものように 聞いていた 涙と
アルバム いつものように 眺めてた 片隅で一人
また見えない未来に 怯えている
誰か抱きしめて ただ愛してほしい
愛のカケラを
逃げださぬように 砕けぬように 両手で抱きしめ
このまま季節が 通り過ぎても あの優しさは忘れない
差し込む 光に少し 目眩を覚えて
私を 包み込むように 優しく 花びらが舞う
この街の景色も 彩を変えて
あどけない優しい風が 頬を撫でる
空を見上げて
あの何もない 無数の曇りに 心奪われて
涼しい日差しに 照らされて今 少し笑顔になれた気がした
いつか 二人で歩いた桜道で
変わらぬ想いと 握りしめたその手は
いつもの笑顔と いつもの温もり
二度と時は 戻れないから
愛のサクラは
この胸に散り 決して二度とは 咲くことはないけど
もう一度いつかは あの“ミチ”を歩いてゆく また華を咲かせるように


~Translation~
Just like always, listening to rain and tearing
Just like always, sitting at a corner alone flipping the "album"
There is fear for the future, that I cant see
Who will I embrace, I just want to love
These pieces of love
To stop them from running away, from shattering,
I embrace them tightly with both my hands
Even the seasons passed just like that, I cant forget that kindness
I still remember that sunshine, slightly dizzfying
It enveloped me gently just like dancing flower petals
This path, the scenery, the colours ever changing
The childlike, gentle breeze that caressed my cheeks
Looking up into the sky
There is nothing, but countless clouds, my heart is gripped
Under the cool sunshine, right now, I am starting to get to used to my smile
The sakura littered path that we once took
The memories that will never change, those hands that I once held
You were always smiling, you always felt so warm
Yet, we cannot return to those times again
Sakura petals
Scattered in my heart, but they wont bloom again
One day, once again, I would like to take a walk down that "path" for love to bloom again...
~** Sakura @ cherryblossom are nice, aren't they..?
They give a very good feeling to everyone... bringing happiness feeling by the graceful dance as they fall and blown by the soft wind..sweet colour bring the harmony to our heart... Lovely scenary made by them will be the sweet memory for eveyone.. Even the seoson will pass by, there is a promise that they'll come again...
~representing our love story...summer bring the spring away but it doesnt mean that we will never meet the spring again... The sweet love pass by will bring us to the sweeter love sooner or later....Just wait to love and to be love again.........
**Wish that i could see the cherryblossom with my own eye...

Ueda Tatsuya - LOve in snOW....

Setsunakunaru kaerimichi itsumade suzukuno
Kokoro no suki manno umete kureru yuki
Itsumo minareta fuukei ni kimi ga iru dakede
Mita koto no nai machi ni miete kuru
Kana wanai koi dato shitemo
Kimi ga suki desu
Aitai? aitai?


Sore dake wo nozomi masu
Afureru omoi wo anata ni todoke masho
Shiroi yuki ni komete
Shizuka ni furu yuki wa dareka no
Ai no koto wa dakara
Kana wanai koi dato shitemo
Kimi ga suki desuAitai? aitai?
Sore dake wo nozomi masu


Afureru omoi wa anata ni todoke masho
Shiroi yuki ni kometeShizuka ni furu yuki wa dareka no
Ai no koto wa dakara
Yagate yuki ga yande hikari ga sashite
Suuji aeru no deshou
Watashi wa itsumo miageteru
Yamu hazuno nai yuki wo?

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Translation...


Will this painful road to return continue forever?
The crack in my heart is filled up with snow,
In the scenery I've always been used to seeing,
you are all that's there,visible in the city I've never looked at before
Even if my wish for love doesn't come true'I love you'
I want to see you... I want to see you...That is all I wish for.
I'll send these overflowing feelings to you
Placed inside the white snow...
Because the gently falling snow is
somebody's words of love
Even if my wish for love doesn't come true 'I love you'
I want to see you... I want to see you...That is all I wish for.
I'll send these overflowing feelings to you
Placed inside the white snow...
Because the gently falling snow is
somebody's words of love
Before long the snow will stop, the light is rising
Will you be able to understand?
As for me, I'll always be looking up to see
The snow that will not cease...

** about the Love in snow... I prefer the Mouse Peace version... because it is more meaningful...How ever, since the Mouse Peace DVD haven't release yet, thus there is no clear version of video or audio.. Urm...I wonder what did he say at the end of the Mouse Peace Love in snow...Can someone tell me please?

Thursday, November 13, 2008

KAT-TUN Member



Well.. This is KAT-TUN...
KAT-TUN stands for their initial name...
Which are....

K-Kamenashi Kazuya
A-Akanishi Jin
T-Taguchi Junnosuke
-
T-Tanaka Koki
U-Ueda Tatsuya
N-Nakamaru Yuichi..



& the sign "-" means that between KAT-TUN there is fans.
**the picture was edited by me..

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Ueda's Profile..



Name: Tatsuya Ueda
Nicknames: Tat-chan, Ueda, Uebo, UepiDate of birth: 4th October 1983
Horoscope: Libra
Birthplace: Kanagawa, Japan
Blood type: B
Talents: Basketball, guitar, piano, boxing
Hobbies: Basketball, shopping, guitar, boxing
Favorite Things to Do: Boxing
Favorite Johnny's Senpais: Tsuyoshi Domoto , Imai Tsubasa

Start to know Ueda Tatsuya n KAT-TUN

The story begins a few month ago... but not actually remember what day because didn't expect it gonna bring till like this..hehe~

It start about in May..

That day, i was studying in my friend room (Mie - who is recently craze with Maru n Junno)..
F.Y.I previously I was Korean Craze..So, i have lots of lots Korean Song.. On that day..We was sharing a pair of earphone, one side each hearing to my Korean Playlist in my phone..When it come to "Memories" an OST from " Yu-Hee the Witch"..Suddenly, Mie Said"Well this song is more a like....urm.. What it is..Urm... Lin (Mie roomate)..!! What is that song? Why dont you play it.....Then, she play.........


Waa........ nice piano note.......Lovely.....really fall in love at a first sight.. huhu..no first sight actually.. ..it is first time hearing.... Plus, I'm really attracted to Piano n Violin instrument....They are lovely....even they are not alive, they seems like understand me....giving me the true feeling.....Without hearing all the song ( just the piano part)..... Bluetooth please!! Hehe~ Got it..!! Thank You...

Ooo.. I see.. "Love in snow"..Urm..Lovely..Starting from that point.. My Music playlist was filled with only one song.. There is just one and only one song "Love in Snow".... Repeating the piano part without hearing the rest..Lovely..Well after about five times I start being tired to repeat as i have tos top...play...stop...play... Then, i was thinking..why dont give a chance to the song and hear whole song as it comes together ~
Setsunakunaru kaerimichi..................Yamu hazuno nai yuki wo?......lalala la........
Again..of course it LOVELY and sOo SWEET... For a week that is the only song that I hear every single day n every single time i was with my phone..I'm telling this fo serious.. Several day after that, Lin shows me the singer picture..Is it?Well, of course no comment bout that..What was his name..? He is Ueda..Ueda Tatsuya..n he wrote by himself that song..

__________THIS IS THE STARTING POINT_________

Since that i did really know how i could really like him SOO MUCH.. Well he is Cute.. Sweet..Adorable..Kawaii ne...Suddenly, one day, Lin says.. He is KAT-T'U'N..Standing as "U"......What?!..I've tought he is just Ueda and Ueda is Ueda Tatsuya.....Well.......Start to know KAT-TUN..They are GREAT....Combination of different personalities but still can stand n being ONE.........Then, Lin start to tell story about Ueda Tatsuya....KAT-TUN....JOHNNY's (NEWS, Hey!Say!JUMP!, Kanjani 8.....included Ya-Ya-yah)

**Ueda Tatsuya

**KAT-TUN


_______Start to being obses with UEDA TATSUYA......n KAT-TUN..._____