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"And we have both agreed that if it is meant to be, it will be. we are realistic and practical people but romantics at heart. now that's pure irony. we've been single for our entire lives and choose to stay that way for now because there are important things to think about. our futures for example."

-Martina-

She is my gossip girl and it just happen then i was blog walking just now and come to this, I couldn't help to agree with her much on this and shared this here... 

:: We rarely talk to each other, but we always miss each other..

:: Safe trip to Sabah my dear.. and take care... =)

Its my fandom and its my hapiness

Eventhough i can separate this post into two, but i'm tooo lazy.. huehehe..

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.. SPiLL~! 

Well KAT-TUN release DVD Countdown, release album and will release single and will do concert and i cant afford.. Ok.. that is a FRUST voice okey.. haha.. I might be Die Hard Fan.. and might be not..  I pick what i like and what I don't like.. I can't say that i love all their song.. I just love most of them and maybe because like their combi of voice is kinda familiar and suit me well.. perhaps.. or whatever it is they are still awesome in four!

Mathama Ghandi says that 

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Frankly, that is how i feel right now.. even there is still bump and dark hole, i believe that i'll make it through. Dekiru! Shinjiru!

:: Originally, I don't have any idea what to give him on our first meeting but Versus come like a pop.. haha... Well, basically that all i can afford for now.. :)

:: Seems like I'm the one with little memory space of school.. haha.. and I'm kinda just realize that I used to be short.. -_-"

:: Oh... forget to mention, I see someone playing asalato while walking back few days ago but he stop when he walk beside me... fufufu.. i wish him play.. and actually 50% feeling of stopping him so that he can play and i can watch it for real...haha.. :P

It’s him… definately him~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....
OK! SPiLL~~

Firstly… and shu shuuu cobweb..

… I never thought that I will ever update my blog before I get a job...  or even before I achieve anything on my wish list... But now, here I am... in anxiety  and full of anticipation... oh... such an old story… However, let this become the opening~

Barely manage to find this image.. Exactly the same look but not the same thing. I've lost the real thing and it such a regret... Here is the story that I barely remember since I was 9 years old that time. I have a friend that live on the exact same road and studying at the exact same class… and yes, we was 9. The memory is fading  but I still can remember some of it where we play together at his house (if I’m not mistaken) and enjoying the class… I also barely remember his house layout.. .. that so out of reach thou… (and there is some memory of his mom, about how his mom telling us that she accidentally hit a cat that sneaking behind the tire of their car)…... and I believe there is so much more that we did together…
The separation happen at the end of standard 3…That year we sit the PTS together and he had to move following his family and with my teeny tiny little brain I believe that he move oversea.. and that doll girl holding cake is the exactly the look of his first and last present for me.. ..oh… how time passed by… every time I have a free time I seriously Google for his name.. haha.. funny isn't it? I don’t know why, but ever since I get to know this technology thingy and “grow this old” I have that feeling to find him.. like seriously, I don’t know why… but it just happen… maybe because he is very the best buddy that leave his memories tightly inside my mind.. well who knows..

Amazingly, it so like dream come true.. He found me.. haha.. through this blog… like seriously..

“奇跡だね？” 

..ma… maybe…. Haha… I, seriously rarely updating my blog since my final year.. it just happen that me being lazy after all.. and nothing much to spill… Last year… at the very last day of the year… the very-very 31^st December 2013, I feel like updating as I was hoping 2014 will seriously open the new sheet of my life… laying out all my wishlist hope and dream… before doing that I just like strolling back through the previous post, reminiscing and self-evaluation on how much I grow, how good and how bad I've become and then . . . . . . . . . . . . . this little comment came to my eye... it was ages before.. almost like a year and more before… I was like,... should I reply? Should I not? Who is this person? When ‘this person’ mention my very old school I can help but being excited and curios… but I still wonder, is it too late, or very late… but still I just put my reply with a hope that ‘this person’ will read… and all the curiosity have come to the end… to the very end this morning… its him… its definitely him.. and he never move oversea actually... I wonder where did I get that idea.. haha…

There is a lot of thing floating in my mind… Lots of wondering and lots of imagination… Yes, we were 9 back then but we are 24 right now… so much thing have change... the physical… did he grow tall? or short? or skinny? or chubby?… ... oh..  I wonder… how does his minded sounds like? …... oh.. I wonder… haha… since I did grow much being chubby and plumpy ever… that’s gonna surprise him I guess.. haha… what is his music passion? …... oh I wonder this too… well much about me can be figure out through this blog… the like and the dislike.. the passion and even the picture but it sooo like blank sheet about him other that our 9 years old memory.. can’t wait to catch up with this old friend… I wish we will have our live conversation soon..

:: This is what we call fate…

:: I'm glad that I write a blog
:: I'm glad that you comment.. 

:: Hope we will manage to catch up and become best buddy again

:: :: I did reply the email fast right? (I am unemployed that’s why.. haha)

Sore dake... OWARI~!!