Shinjireru~!

"...Even tough today is another painful day

And yesterday's wounds remain

I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on

Even tough today is another painful day

Someday it will become a warm memory

If you leave everything up to your heart... "

New Inspire~!

I was so happy, When I saw you laugh

With a smile that melts everything away

Spring is still far away, inside this wet and  cold earth,

I keep waiting for the plantsto sprout

Even tough today is another painful day

And yesterday's wounds remain

I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on

I cannot be reborn again

But I can always change my self

Let's stay together always

Smile only at me and touch me with those fingers

This simple desire is everlasting 

I want to be gentle, like no longer regreting

Let's get across this sea of mournful sorrow

Even tough today is another painful day

Someday it will become a warm memory

If you leave everything up to your heart

I understand the meaning our living here

It is to know the joy of having been born

Let's stay together always

Even tough today is another painful day

Someday it will become a warm memory

If you leave everything up to your heart

I understand the meaning our living here

It is to know the joy of having been born

Let's stay together always

- Fruit Basket~~!!

Cry

*short entry*no emoji*EMO*

I wanna cry.. but I dont wanna cry alone...

I am CRYING.. thanks to him.. He can make me happy but he can make me upset... well..rules of life... follow the flow~~!!

Mecha Kucha Miss Tatsuya

MECHAKUCHAKACHIRMECHAKUCHAKACHIR~~!!!!!! 

Well things happen...

1. Parcel that suppose to be claim but no noty than its turn out next Monday to be last day to be claim or it will be return.. sigh.. ..Gomen ne Facchan if I fail to claim it... ..sigh... My comment : Pos Malaysia, do upgrade your system.. this is the 2nd time the system trouble me~!!

2. SIEP~~!!! Well.. for the nt-th time this is trouble some when student have to find the place by them self... not all people willing to share the bizness info la... Yesterday i manage to get a suitable place... well, thank to deary HIM coz willing to walk and drive for me here and there and give support of finding a place for SIEP in which he also duno what it is.. i finally got one.. ..ops.. i forget to give the petrol money...ma.. next time ne~~.. after getting the place, this is the real challenge.. its really hard for me to get there because the bus schedule which is not following the real schedule... *SIGH~* wish i had a car wish i have a license...

3. the baka FACEBOOK~!!! There is no hiragana at my name on fb anymore... sigh... fb is good but the system change frequently really give mina trouble~ haish,,, *ketok2*

Holidays almost end but i havent meet my bestie yet... awwww... ..miss u guys la.. sigh...

after all.. dear HIM... ..I am really thankful for yesterday... I really am... btw.. gomen ne~ if it seems like its trouble u lots~ sigh~~~!!!!!

YOSH~!! dekiru~!!! 
**btw my lj got it new banner n icon.. *kochi2*

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Bloggy-chan...

I'M TENSION~!!!!!! 

*highest level*

**that's all.. bye2~~!!

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kochi2....

I LIKE THIS DANCE~~!!! HoYeah!!!!

KAT-TUN Change Ur World PV 3.46..

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Firsly, new layout...comment? huhu... yerp crowded.. but i like~~ hehe~~ XDD.. actually the trigger is this ..... designing for KCS make me wanna do one for myself...Promise to be active in KCS by holidays seems like.... cannot be fulfill... gomen~~ *sigh*.. schedule PEAK! 22 -26 will be in Jengka..(*a long story why is that so..*) ... 26-29 Nov is Family day in LUMUT... cho ureshi *happy.jumpin2*... btw.. this year theme is bollywood.. erk... no comment~ 30 Nov until 6 Dec... gonna busy with SIEP... well, dunno how to categorize SIEP... a worth it part or the wasting part.. huhuhuuu~~~ 6-7 Dec... Lynn gonna be here.. so... get busy to treat her well during her stay~!... *I will dear~* .. i guess start from 7 i'm gonna be busy with report writing.. *BIG SIGH*.. adey~~ anyhow.. my holidays are peak ne.. btw.. i wish to meet him somehow... woots~~ XDD..

Fandam.. yeah.. fandom layout... recently editing... editing... and editing... KCS... bloggy and SHIRT~!!!... yeah.. kochi2...**sample** comment and suggestion are welcome.. yesh.. somehow this FANDOM plan nead to be realize~~ haha~~!!

CHANGE UR WORLD DETTA~~~~ SUKI~~~ haha... what did i didnt like about KAT-TUN huh?? noting right??.. XDD~~ hurm I like CUW but I like NMP more.. huhu.. myb bec of violin or music or.. dunno.. i just like NMP more.. haha... Neetman by My Baby?? so no comment..TATSUYA RANDOMNESS IS UNBEARABLE~~!! haha~~!! but i like NEVER X OVER remix!! haha... LIKEYO!!!!

However.. Holidays need to use wisely ne... be happy before the result detta.. huhu.. Deary bestie at India, Bristol and Egypt... MISS YOU GUYS~~~ ^3^~~~

LOVE.LIVE.TODAY.TOMORROW.FUTURE~~ look through it... love is bitter make it sweet.. live is bitter make it sweet.. today is bitter make tomorrow sweet and the future bittersweet.. haha... btw.. ignore this ranting~~ XDD~~

jya~~ matta minna~~!! see u next week.. mybe?? O.o~~

I'm 20... Omo....

Sad opening... Happy ending~~

Ohayo... hehe...7 November.. is a day i was born.. accurate timing is 4 am.. haha... no wonder I'm this naughty.....

Basically, i start to get wish since 12.00 am.. arigatou ne minna for the wish~~ fuh fuh... tired replying all the wish from fb and text msg, i went to bed by 3.... haha... ((**i try my best to reply tq to minna so that they know that i really appreciate my 20th birthday wish))

OMO.. I'm 20...haha 

its turn out to be bad when i call the post office to ask about the return parcel which didn't reach aween... tssk..tskk.... the good thing is the parcel is still there and the bad thing is Okane.. $_$...hahaha... i really dun understand why i need to pay back for the returned parcel... demo..Alhamdullilah the makcik post that I'm dealing with today is nice... hehe...

at the end of the day good thing start to happen~~ well.. my TANJOUME day~~

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10.00 am...woken up by my friend called.. ..already feel bad since I am emo when my sleep was interupted.. haha..

10.30 am after tired rolling on the bed i remember about the parcel case so i called the post office and he said let he confirm first and he will call me back..

~waiting while reply fb text~rolling on the bed~

11.30... "U may claim but u have to pay"...then i go what??? nande?? i already paid for the sending cost..n.. the person go "bla..bla..blaa and blaa.. blaa....".. ..so.. Ok fine! I'll claim it... wuwuu....

then the process to go is soo stressful since i got no transport.. ayark... calling here and ther n i finally got one by 2.30... went up to the office... i waiting in the waiting room and... waiting n KAME!!!!

the office process went smoothly n i got the parcel back.. haha... people most be wonder why should i pay more since autually the money can be use to buy the thing in the box again..... hurm... buts its really have its value... ~~  well... actually, after i'm done with parcel stuff i start to feel better.. myb since my big question has it ans already ne...
3.30... walking to KB mall n enjoy~~... hehe... got treat from my friend... my lunch and a slice of secret recepi cake~~ XDD

chicken mcdeluxe!!!

strawberry-marshmellow at SR~~

TQ SITI NASIHAH LOVE U LAH!!!

then a choco-marshmallow... a treat from me to my self~~

then for the returning back to college trip.. its still troublesome since i have non to pick me up....but its a relief since bokuno tomodaci pick me.. yatta... TQ Jai-ho~~ haha...i assume thats my tanjoubi purezento ok~~~ XDD

after the shower...(**luckily there is water since the hostel got water supply prob lately)... doing the relegion course then i on FB... well.. u comment...

and this...

~~~arigatou nacchan!!! aishiteru mo~~~

my dearest SBP Girlz... tq so much for the tiramisu kaeki.. daisukiyo~~~

the best part is Miss TATSUYA!!! aha... love u guys~~~ aah.. its remind me last year the baloon with uepi names~~ cho ureshi!!!!!

ureshi deshou~~ hehe.. tq to my FAMILY.....ARIGATOU NACCHAN... n MINNA mo for the wish... roro n hani... tq for the song... n also my friend with the angklong tanjoubi song.. tsk..tsk.. sgt terharu...she play the angklong song for me... tsk..tsk...tq seha for the Tanjoume treat...and DEAREST SBP SWEETS GIRLS!!!! sayang kamoo~~ haha~~~Yosh... off for benkyo... love you guys... zutto!!

~BIG HUG MINNA!!~

**Its finally 8th Nov n he forget.. well.. as i expected~ sigh~~