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Well..crush is a crush..wait2... my mind mixed...let me seperate them to the proper section so i can said this in well organized......

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ok! done!

First ly to my lovey dovey hubby..The kawaii one.... Ommedetou for your award... well, aall i can say you deserve it for your acting and super duper talent..am i exxagerating? dun care..huhu..hurm... lets list out Tasuya Talent..well, just sum... iknow u have more..

Tatsuya....

1.can sing
2.write song
3.composing melody (i dunno how to say this but ur piano n violin n others mixed well...alway love it and always do..(^_^)v )
4.acting ---> Kyaa!!!! (1st drama-konkatsu also previous stage show R&J)
5.radio dj ---> Rone if u remember
6.Boxing! - wow! six pack!
7.KAT-TN weirdo - i guess this can be listed
8. is random

and soo on........

Newey...KAT-TUN-san,
Congrates on BTR, it goes well so does 'freaky Maru jump'
Good Luck on your Summer Concert...
For those member whose having a show o drama o waht ever good luck..

Lastly, sorry coz its been along time, a month already since i'm updating my news about you guys...i really dunno what happen yet to all of you..

Miss you Tatchan and so do KAT-TN... (-.-")


Hurm... Enough for the prince...

Well regarding to my last two entry.. i've made up my mind. The love wasnt fated should move on. Frankly speaking, If i did think it properly i would be liking him to be part of my memoirs here not having that kinda serious matter like i used to say in past entry..Well, "Hearts Play" i guess.. to be honest i just hoping a chance to explain what i did that day wasnt on propose..well i wish i have 5 min of private time to talked to him and expain.. u see, it may not sound like it was important for him but it was my pride.. i'll guess by explaining to him i can have my tears back... well, time passing by am actually feeling like to have my tears back but the scene on that day will fly out through my mind and bring all the tears withing. it just like i'm holding back my tears.. since time pass it clearing the actual feeling that i'm having with him. Enough for me having atleast a humiliation atleast one at each place i've studied.. well, me, that random, doing thing that i'm thinking then i'll think about things that i've done.. hurm...Ano, senpai, onegai ne, 5 min will do...

there devil inside me whispering sumthing...The devil speaks- well u dun have an 'aniki', then let he'll be one.-i'll do if he does...

Well, my senpai i know it its impossible you are the one who are reading this but then i feel expressed..feel so comfort writing all out.. sorry for revealing ur name..
and almost u r pics..

the main target being in UMK-4.00

Well, study wasnt that stable but it also wasnt that bad... time management -sucks but it lmost done with the sucks part because i'm in phase that half arraged and half scramble..dun worry soon will be better... 8 august Biochem 1st paper...Kimchou shimashta --> nerves....huhu..

Well i guess i already have that all out... sorry for writing too much..i'm relly out of time so i've written this in my room before posting it... the true time is 29 July 2009 , 4.16pm...


Something that i suppose to said in others entry...the point is here, n later the detail..

=identifying somthing unidntified is harder than justifying the E=mc(square) equation, emotion and feeling falls under that sumthing...
=beeing honest do kills sometimes..i'll tell u why soon..
Off i go again..Bz mode...

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There is a gap between the time to go practical at IPKB and the first class we had today. after having early lunch me n my friends are heading to the library to spent the time before the bus arrive to pick us..Suddenly my friend detect something.. it was his pic..again, kya~~...the by using sis ezu fon cam, i snap that pic...well, to be honesr he wasnt that cool but his cool..huhu..


That was in the day...Just now i saw him walking back to the dorm with a girl.....wondering who n are they.......................................

i cant continue my word.. it a crush...........

Study....evrything was on its track n i'm really thankfull that my study was still and wasnt affected what happen just now.. a crush is a crush.. but my hand just for holding 4.00 not him yet.. sorry for that... BUt then......=(

Crush before LOVe..

Well...090709

If I said that i wasn't frust, then i would be a lie... I'm really excited when i've meet him.. but not today.. I saw him with someone... Did feel a lil frust thinking whose that girl.. but then just act like normal.. Nothing should be afraid if we are meant together.. As i said before, just let me study well here...hurm... =(

Today.. Again.. Happy in crush..
Saw him with other girl make me really wonder as if he really had a GF or not.. hurm really wonder but then still going "kYAa~" when he smile at me at the time we glimps..
KYa~~~

Opss!!! Fall in love again..

ne... I tought I'll never fall in love again before the time..hurmm...I did... again, with a guy name Hafiz.. The long story? Let it be a secret till it should be.. He is nice... with sweet smile.. (n_n) adorable..huhu.. The only thing that I can say he did well to stop my tear as I'm that kind who love to cry.. (n_n).. "no cry!".. miracle word that hold my tears day by day.. Even the tears that i save to be drain up on the weekend didn't came because of his word.. Newey, to be here in UMK, I just hope that i can control that kind of feeling and focus on study... 4.00 my aim.. If we were fated together i still hope that i can study well.. Wait for me~