Weekly Complextion!

oh! Gonna be long entry... Weekly update i guess~

1. MR's Issue~
regarding about my previous post about the MR. issue... choo ureshii... Everything seems so well this week.....
~Mr. AJ.. still.. let him be... and my wish...Good Luck!!
~Mr. M.. We are really getting better... ^^...seems like nothing ever happen..
~Mr. AM.. well he was just nice actually.. maybe last time is fitting moment~
~Mr. KY.. he already accept my apology.. so its fine.. except he is still KY
...and...
~ HIM... choooo ureshi....... previously i wad damn tired staying up till 3 am.. suddenly, i feel like texting him when I'm about to sleep since I'm taking my 'Abe' in my arm... oh! its his final years... so its must be thought.. and.... got a reply.. even it just.."nite.." should I be super happy about this? hehe..

2.MISS SUPERWHATEVER..
**reminder: this is my blog so its truly MINE!
She is sooo whatever lah!... i do not hate her ...it just she is being SUPER ANNOYED! She is super hesitate...super negative thinker.. super talking bad about other... she always in doubt bout others.. sometimes....ops.. its not sometimes..she always lost her mirror...but just have it sometimes...she is super "KEREK" having that super seniority feeling... hello! wake up please... if we are in the 4th year i really dun care that feeling... but it just 2nd year... dont get full 0f yourself.. that worst part is.. thinking that you are SUPER KIREI and others is not.. well... every girls want to look best in public.. but you just to keep that feeling to yourself la~ no need to make others says " wa... you are soo pretty.." Frankly la... girls rarely says that to others.... but me, i just spill it out about how i feel bout other.. well... my FRANKNESS is FREAKY to me.. adoy.. btw.. I didn't have right to say much bad about her.. I'm not that good enough... but stating this here is such a relive.. ahhh~~ yokatta!!!

3. yosh.. the busy week make me put Otish on my bag.. hehe~~~ The super cuteness make me a little release in a tens class~~ hahaha!!

4.my bestie.... hehe.. he is in mesir rite now.. huhu.. um... is a little sad when u say you cant go back this year.. demo.. daijoubu... hope you are doing super fine there.. yeah... always supporting you....sorry.. lately i was late replying your fb text.. hehe.. you might be not mind of that but its my routine to atleast say something to you~ ....huhu... previously it like monthly basis to cll you evry month once but since you are not here.. that number is no use.. plus.. since haven't topping up for a long time it wasnt mine already..the number.. *sigh*
**i really appreciate this person.. he always comfort me in his way..he makes me to be a person to think from various point if i'm in trouble or being piss of of someone.. i use to be a person that really depress with all the people around be..note:used to ok not now... but having a way of thinking makes my life better.. still can enjoy the wave of life in depression.. hahaha...

5.TOMODACHI! well the important person when you are in hostel.. rite... the way of friendship goes is always your way.. which means... if you want a friendship... seek for it.. not just hoping for attention.. well.. as i say before.. in friendship its always go like your way.. it doesnot mean to be sticking 24/7... its about give and take...never tired giving and never hope to take...its comes naturally ok?.... well.. its my way... people that hate me or dislike... however you guys still my friend... we have something to do with each other.. that why we are still friend...anything? you guys may straightly ask me ok? i'm saying this coz i used to have serious friendship complexion years ago~

6. Ueda Solo is starting soon... so does KAT-TUN tour... gomen.. I'm choo busy so got really limited space for you guys... for those who keep updating me... tq soo much~~ LOVE MINNA!!

7. BENKYOU... itaii!!!.. Tough SEM!! ...really!! i'll detail the story soon or later...

off for now~

Current Music : NMP + Naturally-Selena Gomez
Current Mood : Ureshii + Tired!

THE MR.

REMINDER!! This is my blog.. SO, I'm free to write anything.. no offended meaning!

Konbawa bloggy~ Yosh minna must be shock with the intro.. nothing much it just MY SUPER DEPRESS WEEK with Mr AJ, Mr M, Mr. AM, Mr KY and HIM~ *sigh*

Long journey.. totally depress and in tension!!

Firstly about the Mr. AJ...

I don't wanna loose you but what a painful world.

.. After days in depress, i think I'm finally fine with this AJ out of KAT-TUN.. Let him be... 
I AM KAT-TUN FANS.. ZETTAI and ZUTTO~~ *hugs Uepi*

"DEAR KAT-TUN MEMBER, As long you are KAT-TUN I'm always in love and will care about you guys no matter in five or six.. "

Mr M.. sigh.. big trouble I guess... remember last SEM post that I'm talking about meanie MR X.. hehe.. same person.. I finally notice that I cant hate people... hurmm.. after all we have a long way to go ne.... MR M... I'm sorry... and i forgive you... even that is not a word from you.. hurmm....gomen ne~ hope thing was fine like before... yes! I am that freaky weirdo emo immatured person that is hard to handle... at least I'm not that type who are hiding the true me like......who ever she is~

Mr AM.. woa.. you totally challenge my patient level.. well i not disliking you but... dont do that.. its seems meanie and it really test my patient... the way you speak.. the way you are saying... all look like orders to a dumb person... please... stop doing that... i cannot promise to be that patient soon.. actually no use to say it here but he definitely wont read this... sigh.. i like being your lab partner because i know that you are committed.. but please... not with that way of speaking.. or i will accidentally call you "sayang" with those 'sinis' intonation to cover the madness sooner or later!!! BTW.. can you ask properly with a better intonation, at least?

Mr KY... i already say sorry about my last text thats really mean.. but i mean it but i didnt meant it to say in that way.. it just being to frank sometimes..... hurmm... I'm sorry.. so the forgiveness is yours~ ^^

HIM.. its him again... current i suddenly text him out of blue... the hand is just type the text and send to his MAX numb that not in the contact book but still in my mind.. huhu~~ ne,, YOU~~ I'm waiting... hurm.. I just dont want to have a relationship with other because of the reason that I want to forget you...

ME and COMPLEX ME.. in COMPLICATED WORLD OF MINE...

UEDA... LOVE YOU... MISS YOU.. LUCK IN YOUR SOLO with FiVE~ *HUGS* Million of support from me~

I'm in mizerable state!!!!

I'm genki!!

Am i really okey..? well you guys know the reason.. after all the moment crying in the heart today the tears spill...

JIN-JIN.. you such a LIAR~~~ hate you for making My Tatsuya cry...

**no offend~~

**my week already depressed and this make me more depress.. wanna cry... Feeling like dying...

YOSH!! I am GENKI... NOT THAT WEAK!!!

I can survive everywhere!!!

am I? *sigh*

The empty cup is full of coffee~

Konbawa... evening already... 2nd day of the new SEM... still no idea whats gonna happen.. the PTPTN got lower because of the rise in fee.. all I can do i just SIGHING.. I wonder how I'm gonna through this SEM.. 18 credit hour with two 4 credit subject..umm..

The empty cup is full of coffee.. just a significant quote from me.. My cup is empty but actually it is full of coffee... There is a moment that we feel that we are lonely and have no one... but actually that a moment for us to remember every one.. just like enjoying your coffee of life.. remembering the sweet and the bitterness of the coffee~ life is sweet ne~

I'm currently trying to enjoy my life with my way because it is MY LIFE!!

Not that bad

New SEM wasn't that bad..

I'm SLEEPY. I'm TIRED.and my body hurt.
Its feel like my hand had a sprain since my sister is very useless on the day I got here... She didn't even help.. the store is in such a mess, and its really take up all energy I had which is not much left since I didn't get enough sleep before...huhuhu.. sadist opening.. Today is the first day... as usual, late body pain... I can feel my whole right arm kinda loose.. its really ITAIIII!!! n I wanna ..Like it was spraining whole of it... Its remind me the last time i work hard on doing stuff the next day, I cant really move since it hurt all the body part..Yess, I'm like this.. very stiff.. feeling better after shower and put the 'Flanil'..wish it to be better soon.. hurm.. also got the very first paper cut, n a suffer nail mode since i over-cut it...and notice several scratch here and there.. um... yes... I'm that clumsy... but thanks to God... I'm not KY...like that person.. duh~

Well, Izzati... Tanjoubi Ommedetou~ ^^

*no title*

.I am ALONE. I am DOWN. I am DEPRESSED. I am EMO. I am NOTHING.

**p/s Too minna who when KAT-TUN TS trip just now, sorry i'm kinda messing you guys up...Just wish to be there... Glad that you guys have fun =) ~~~ Minna chuuu >3<~~~ KAT-TUN LOVE FOREVER.. Minna mou~~~ *pissu*

After a month~

Lets start with a laugh~ BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA <--teach by aween-chan and facchan.. huhu.. That not the motif~ Well after a month i let my bloggy-chan with a banner today i manage to made one.. hahaha...Just a simple one but i satisfied with that.. huhu ..

Well after a month I've been living at home I get soooo many KAT-TUN fan friend online... haha.. I'm glad for that.. I have soo many friend to enjoy with... Yahooooo~~

Well after a month totally enjoying the holiday... its over.. huhu.. but.. its worth it! Well after a month I've been staying at home, i manage to make oishii pancake... Yatta...

Well after a month I didnt dream about my KAT-TUN I finally dreamt about MY BABY TATSU last night... I PINCH HIS CHEEEK!!! CHO>>CHO>>>CHO>>>URESHII~~~~

that all after a month... and today i would like to introduce minna... my precious thing~

firstly.. this is my Baby.. hehe.. He just got his shower yesterday.. huhu.. He always wipe my tears when i cry and I always bring it anywhere.. and that bunny button is my last year birthday present.. it always be there.. **assumed as Baby tag~

Next..the keyboard also my 19th birthday present.. my friend know that i love piano so much but it is imposibbe to give piano rite? so i get this 37 key keyboard.. plus i just know how to play with my RHS only... wish to learn it soon... The dream stone is new to me, but I'll bring it with me from now... Everybody going for dream~~ onaji yumewo~~~ and then the magnetic "Kame" is a present from pangkor~ (**there is alot of other thing but I WANT KAME... haha... my matrix card with KAT-TUN button for this opening sem. ^3^ ..Then my "SO LIKE MOUSE PEACE" keychain which i bought especially for Ueda solo in 2008 since i cant get the real one~ Next button is the button that i design for my practicum class in mtrix.. and lastly... my new mate... OTISH~~~~
**otish is from TORTISE word~ ^^