Shiawase~

having a bite of joy in the miserable state... well... still in the pressure phase but i manage to take a step out for a moment~ yatta.. my dream perfume..tell ya that I AM CRAZY OVER SAKURA~ a few week ago, when i drop by at the body shop n i notice one new series product of SAKURA... and craving for that in then.. saving up the duit raya  and i manage to have it TODAY~~ dozou.. my piece of happiness in the depress week..

**wish that i will always have that piece of happiness in my miserable week~

Kanashimi~

the mood swing.. i really need time and space for myself... i'm reaching my limit.. really want to cry as hard as i could..the environment is a pressure..the assignment is a pressure..the team work is pressure..tomodachi mo, a pressure..love is a pressure..everything is a pressure... wish to disappear for a second.. totally depress week.. more depression is coming.. the mid-sem, quizaz and presentation.. will i able to cope with all of this..? i need support.. yet no one here.. no one to share about.. minna is busy with their life... theres no one to blame for that of course...kanashimi..hontoni.. demo ne, yakusoku is promise after all... 

I'm good but I'm not that great but still i'm trying my best surviving in this world hitori! 

I'm alone but m trusting people surround me. they are not here but i know they are with me~ Struggling for survival even its painful and stressful!

patient!

am I patient enough? almost the limit... everything seems piss me off... watch out for the next week cause I MIGHT BLOW!

am I grateful enough?

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ohayo!! yosh!!yosh!! genki day!!! perhaps? hehe~~

Firstly: Aliya Dalila Ruslan and Nurhazwani Mohd Zain

~for both of you, Good Luck!!!! Please Take Care of yourself well at others country and be back in a piece and with success... Aya... its really sad since we didn't make it.. huhu.. demo ne, I'm gonna miss you lots... Take care yer~~~

*back to the topic*

AM I GRATEFUL ENOUGH??

the things that keep wondering in my mind since this morning... am i grateful enough to be here? am i grateful enough to stay alive? am i grateful enough with my life?

well, the answer is 'I am grateful but it is not enough'... it is true that i envy those who gonna further their study outside but Alhamdullilah for what I've obtain today.. I have a place to study, to stay, to eat and friends to enjoy with but in a same time i just want to struggle to have a better stat for me and for my family... and in away to do that i really need to benkyo... a good friend will absolutely understand me why sometimes i put my fandom zone aside.. so please understand me.. putting them aside doesn't mean that i'm not care it just the study need more attention..

I am grateful with my life yet i'm doing my best to put it on a better state~ *peace*

--haha!! this seems like nonsense talk ne~ hehe~

Ureshi!!

nothing much it just I AM SOoo HAPPY...

URESHiii!!!

for all thing happen yesterday and a day before that its totally make me happy plus, since tomorrow is Eid so:

a day before i got No More Pain Limited Edition!! tq to Izzati~ and yesterday is....himitsu~ shhhhh~~ let's the secret remain in the heart~
**yesteday this blog find its 1582 visitors and its me... hehe... but I miss place the SC... *sigh*

.pain.love.life.drama.happiness.

No LOVE No PAIN, No PAIN No GAIN...but do people LIVE w/o LOVE?? My question, You answer...

Holidays is here.. but yet, i haven't enter my FANDOM ZONE.. huhu... the network is just limited, so the internet excess is limited... the work is pile up.. with the home chaos which I'm not involve too much due to laziness..yeah.. I admit that I am that lazy.. XDD~~

LIST OF ASSIGNMENT TO BE DONE

1. Post Harvest Product
2. Material Science Presentation Script (do the script and memorize)
3. Post Harvest Group Presentation (ah.. forget the title already)
4. English (workshop presentation)
5. STUDY... there is 2 Quiz and 2 MID-Sem exam


Well, the holidays start... but I'm just to heavy to start any task.. plus, my Photoshop is not working ..so.. i cant do the design task for the post harvest product.. sigh.. uh.. better start the input 1st.. well.. counting the day to raya..~~

RAYA is NEAR.. but still the aura didnt come yet.. ..I wonder how this year RAYA gonna be.. its the very first RAYA w/o granny and granpa~

Recently I'm done watching PERSONAL TASTE~ hehe.. LEE MIN HO.. up to the list... 2nd rank on my favourite K-drama actor.. .. he is just TALL.. hehe..

Basically most of us wish to have sweet love story.. same goes here.. but it never become real because in real life people doesn't always act the way we hope them to be.. but still... life is unscripted drama.. enjoy it well..So, with the love that you own, LOVE the one well~

**Oh! Dear Valuable UMK student.. hehe DEAR SBP only meh... hehe.. I guess, I'm just gonna bring my handmade choco keaki only.. hehe... i hope it will be good like last time... yosh.. enjoy the holiday~~

LIFE is full of LOVE.. It can be DRAMAtic but not scripted... Its fills with HAPPINESS and joy... seems to be PAINful sometimes but "there always be rainbow

after rain in a sunny day"

MHMA...To you maybe I seems like someone who are flirting with you.. but for me, i just want us to get better... But the still, the answer is yours..i wont force becoz i know you are reading my text even u didnt reply..i'm satisfy with that.. tomodachi?

When You Are Down~~

When U are down make it feel great... just SMILE... RE-EVALUATING...and have a NICE WAY OF THINKING... be POSITIVE... LOOK OUT the matter PROPERLY with BETTER SET OF MIND...and NEVER STOP HOPING for the best..

Things will be better sooner or later~ (= ~ Shinjiru!!

**prepare yourself well before putting your heart on to someone~ ok?