The updates in a bulk~

There you go... my updates in a bulk.. haha.. ^^

Wedding and Friends~

20 facts about me

Handshake~

Its official~

Its official~

Yeah.. I choose to jump into the sea

Now i have to work to stay afloat

and now I have to work to cross this sea

Insya-Allah, May all at ease

After being un-employed for quite sometime, I've decided to pursue in master. Applied 3 universities and Alhamdulillah qualified for all. So, I have to choose. The deciding process is a bit tough since a lot of factor to consider. And now its been a week, and I am officially a Master of Science student of Universiti Malaya. Lets thrive and survive.

Still in doubt of the choice but bit by bit it decreasing.

More or less, I believe this is what is written for me,

More or less, I hope this is the right road, 

Again....

Yeah.. I choose to jump into the sea

Now i have to work to stay afloat

and now I have to work to cross this sea

Insya-Allah, May all at ease

Handshake~

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!!

*no emoji* might be boring might be interesting*

The title has been running inside out of mind since yesterday and I can't help to ignore it. With a bit of doubt whether i should write in the mode of mix language or spending hours to write in fully grammatical error English.. haha ok.. back to the title~

I've been wondering myself about facing this 'handshake'. Is it right is it wrong? Well people will say up to the situation but somehow "Our intent does not justify the means" . But basically I didn't usually face this situation.. So, when someone is putting his hand out to me I'm a bit in doubt and just follow the flow before my mind can process the right or wrong. Honestly, I wish I can preserve more in this. I'm still learning the skill of declining the handshake without hurting anyone pride. Or without dropping others face. But somehow, deep inside me I always hope that more people will be more alert on this. Don't put out your hand if you are the opposite gender of me. Please, it give my mind battle.. hahaha.. Ma.. its quite impossible but I still hope for it.. :P

:: Some people might don't mind since for them it is just a matter of manner.. as for me I do mind

:: Don't put me in the random mode.. its dangerous..

20 facts about me

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!!
Yoe.. 20 Facts repost! Haha.. Last few weeks there is somekind of wave about this 20 fact from instagram.. So, i decide to repost is here.. Copypasta from my IG with a little bit more detail

20 fact about me.. Read it or leave it..
1. 'Sakura' lover and been dreaming to spend spring under full blossom tree
2. I love baking and cooking but hate to do the cleaning.. Hahaha.. 
3. Love the taste of coffee but my body just can't tolerate it.. Huhu 
4. Scared of thunder, lightning, ghost and darkness. I'll surely cry and froze if I'm alone
5. Thriller and ghost story is a big NO a bit scaredy-cat on this
6. Tak reti melintas jalan but currently learning because of the new routine
7. I'm fine with bugs and insects except caterpillar and I'll get itchy just by looking at them
8. Hate green peas in a form of peas since i had enough of it taste
 9. A Ribena lover especially RIBENA STRAWBERRY.. nyummeh~!
10. Didn't drink soya due to stomach intolerance but other soya product is fine.. huhu
11. I listen to every kind of music genre i mean everything~
12. Love violin and piano and still dreaming to learn it and will make it true
13. I have 'subconscious tears' issue (T_T)
14. Earissa is a part of my real name and it a part where most people mispronounce it *sigh*
15. Been dreaming to do extreme sports even i am 'gayat' haha
16. I 'speak out loud'  its loud voice and loud mind
17. Novel reader where imagination goes wild
18. Short term memory and selected memory issue since i remembering and forgetting occasionally
19. A lazy blogger that update in a bulk and i really do..
20. Am a complicated person ... *smirk*

Wedding and Friends~

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!!

Its the age. Its the moment. Its the readiness and it is what fated.

Since last few month, I can say that there is non-stop of wedding invitation and even more now since its school holiday. I wish that I can attend all but of course it is impossible due to the financial and location issue. But somehow, for those that I've miss, I'm glad that I'm able to see the update and hashtags through facebook and even instagram. Frankly, there is even a video thats touch me. Overwhelm by this feeling also and of course keep me wondering when it will be my turn. 

Reminiscing my sister solemnization where it is my very first time listening to "khutbah nikah" and everytime it touch me inside. All I can say, it is not my time. My time haven't arrive yet. Haven't met the one doesn't mean that there is no one. That's what I've believe at least to keeping me in a positive way. Somehow, Selamat Pengatin Baru to all newly wed friend. Keep loving each other till Jannah.. Insya-Allah.. Allah bless.

May Allah bless for you (your spouse) and bless you, and may He unite both of you in goodness..

-amin-

Friend.. How would you describe them? or who is them? and as for me when  know the name and i know and ever meet that person then we are friend right? I have a very long list friend, and even a bunch of good friend and of course a lump of besties. Even we are besties it not not necessary to keep texting and alerting each other. but it is just enough to always be noted that we are not standing alone.. Frankly, I'm feeling 2014 is a year of blast.. After few years leaving school I finally manage meeting one by one of my school-mate, my childhood mate and even university fella that well... I know it only just a year apart but we are missing each other like crazy.. Yeah! Maa.. this post is getting long.. lets move to the next part...*wink*