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Well..crush is a crush..wait2... my mind mixed...let me seperate them to the proper section so i can said this in well organized......

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ok! done!

First ly to my lovey dovey hubby..The kawaii one.... Ommedetou for your award... well, aall i can say you deserve it for your acting and super duper talent..am i exxagerating? dun care..huhu..hurm... lets list out Tasuya Talent..well, just sum... iknow u have more..

Tatsuya....

1.can sing
2.write song
3.composing melody (i dunno how to say this but ur piano n violin n others mixed well...alway love it and always do..(^_^)v )
4.acting ---> Kyaa!!!! (1st drama-konkatsu also previous stage show R&J)
5.radio dj ---> Rone if u remember
6.Boxing! - wow! six pack!
7.KAT-TN weirdo - i guess this can be listed
8. is random

and soo on........

Newey...KAT-TUN-san,
Congrates on BTR, it goes well so does 'freaky Maru jump'
Good Luck on your Summer Concert...
For those member whose having a show o drama o waht ever good luck..

Lastly, sorry coz its been along time, a month already since i'm updating my news about you guys...i really dunno what happen yet to all of you..

Miss you Tatchan and so do KAT-TN... (-.-")


Hurm... Enough for the prince...

Well regarding to my last two entry.. i've made up my mind. The love wasnt fated should move on. Frankly speaking, If i did think it properly i would be liking him to be part of my memoirs here not having that kinda serious matter like i used to say in past entry..Well, "Hearts Play" i guess.. to be honest i just hoping a chance to explain what i did that day wasnt on propose..well i wish i have 5 min of private time to talked to him and expain.. u see, it may not sound like it was important for him but it was my pride.. i'll guess by explaining to him i can have my tears back... well, time passing by am actually feeling like to have my tears back but the scene on that day will fly out through my mind and bring all the tears withing. it just like i'm holding back my tears.. since time pass it clearing the actual feeling that i'm having with him. Enough for me having atleast a humiliation atleast one at each place i've studied.. well, me, that random, doing thing that i'm thinking then i'll think about things that i've done.. hurm...Ano, senpai, onegai ne, 5 min will do...

there devil inside me whispering sumthing...The devil speaks- well u dun have an 'aniki', then let he'll be one.-i'll do if he does...

Well, my senpai i know it its impossible you are the one who are reading this but then i feel expressed..feel so comfort writing all out.. sorry for revealing ur name..
and almost u r pics..

the main target being in UMK-4.00

Well, study wasnt that stable but it also wasnt that bad... time management -sucks but it lmost done with the sucks part because i'm in phase that half arraged and half scramble..dun worry soon will be better... 8 august Biochem 1st paper...Kimchou shimashta --> nerves....huhu..

Well i guess i already have that all out... sorry for writing too much..i'm relly out of time so i've written this in my room before posting it... the true time is 29 July 2009 , 4.16pm...


Something that i suppose to said in others entry...the point is here, n later the detail..

=identifying somthing unidntified is harder than justifying the E=mc(square) equation, emotion and feeling falls under that sumthing...
=beeing honest do kills sometimes..i'll tell u why soon..
Off i go again..Bz mode...