~たったひとつの恋~

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....
OK! SPiLL~~

Firstly…

and shu shuuu cobweb..

… I never thought that I will ever update my blog before I get a job... Emoticons

or even before I achieve anything on my wish list... But now, here I am... in anxiety Emoticons

and full of anticipation...

oh... such an old story… However, let this become the opening~

Barely manage to find this image.. Exactly the same look but not the same thing. I've lost the real thing and it such a regret... Here is the story that I barely remember since I was 9 years old that time. I have a friend that live on the exact same road and studying at the exact same class… and yes, we was 9. The memory is fading Emoticons

but I still can remember some of it where we play together at his house (if I’m not mistaken) and enjoying the class… I also barely remember his house layout.. Emoticons

.. that so out of reach thou… (and there is some memory of his mom, about how his mom telling us that she accidentally hit a cat that sneaking behind the tire of their car)… Emoticons

... and I believe there is so much more that we did together…
The separation happen at the end of standard 3…That year we sit the PTS together and he had to move following his family and with my teeny tiny little brain I believe that he move oversea.. and that doll girl holding cake is the exactly the look of his first and last present for me.. Photobucket

..oh… how time passed by… every time I have a free time I seriously Google for his name.. haha.. funny isn't it? I don’t know why, but ever since I get to know this technology thingy and “grow this old” I have that feeling to find him.. like seriously, I don’t know why… but it just happen… maybe because he is very the best buddy that leave his memories tightly inside my mind.. well who knows..

Amazingly, it so like dream come true..

He found me.. haha.. through this blog… like seriously..

“奇跡だね？”

..ma… maybe…. Haha… I, seriously rarely updating my blog since my final year.. it just happen that me being lazy after all.. and nothing much to spill… Last year… at the very last day of the year… the very-very 31^st December 2013, I feel like updating as I was hoping 2014 will seriously open the new sheet of my life… laying out all my wishlist hope and dream… before doing that I just like strolling back through the previous post, reminiscing and self-evaluation on how much I grow, how good and how bad I've become and then . . . . . . . . . . . . . this little comment came to my eye... it was ages before.. almost like a year and more before… I was like,

... should I reply? Should I not? Who is this person? When ‘this person’ mention my very old school I can help but being excited and curios… but I still wonder, is it too late, or very late… but still I just put my reply with a hope that ‘this person’ will read…

and all the curiosity have come to the end… to the very end this morning… its him… its definitely him.. and he never move oversea actually... I wonder where did I get that idea.. haha…

There is a lot of thing floating in my mind… Lots of wondering and lots of imagination… Yes, we were 9 back then but we are 24 right now… so much thing have change... the physical… did he grow tall? or short? or skinny? or chubby?…

... oh.. I wonder… how does his minded sounds like? …

... oh.. I wonder… haha… since I did grow much being chubby and plumpy ever… that’s gonna surprise him I guess.. haha… what is his music passion? …

... oh I wonder this too… well much about me can be figure out through this blog… the like and the dislike.. the passion and even the picture but it sooo like blank sheet about him other that our 9 years old memory.. can’t wait to catch up with this old friend… I wish we will have our live conversation soon..