The Greatest Love

Yo~! Drama Review time~! =)

** from left --: : : He is the "anyone" herbalist doctor that fall in love with her who is not-so-famous that accidently got attach to him that is so-rich-famous-actor that involve in scandal with her who used to be in a National Treasure group with the  not-so-famous : : : 

Its Greatest Love~!!   or also called as The Best Love.. The story is about Gu Ae Jung who is the former leader of National Treasure Girl that was disbanded due certain circumstance accidentally got attached to Dokgo Jin or what ever its spell. Dokgo Jin previously, before he got famous, suffer from a heart disease and its happen that the doctor that done his heart surgery play the National Treasure song entitle "Thump Thump" (Dugeun-Dugeun in which Sunny Hills song) as a psychology part to ensure the heart to keep on beating.
    Entangle with Gu Ae Jung in several part make he believe that he in love with her. His heartbeat watch always goes over the safety zone 60-90 whenever he with Ae Jung... He then who was certain that he fall for her confess but rejected...... kekeke... However he decide to keep on liking her.. This was shown through out his action toward Ae Jung involvement in Couple Making, a show hosted by Kang Se Ri (her previous National Treasure team-mate) and Yoon Pil Joo in which labelled by "anyone"(amudo) doctor by Dokgo Jin.. lol.. With the care shown by Dokgo Jin, Ae Jung finally fall for him but then at the moment she want to confess he think he does not love her anymore  since his heart beat does not exceed the safety-zone due to the reveal by the operation doctor about the Thump Thump Song (in which he believe since the song was played during the surgery thats why his heartbeat goes crazy with Ae Jung-ringtone).

    Somehow he still feel the pain of stop loving her when he said he does not love her... feeling the pain of denying his feeling he found out his actually feeling and want get back to her......this was confirm when his heart  beat crazily seeing Ae Jung with Pil Joo.... and....grgh~!!! actually its hard to give full review..somehow do watch the drama~!! nice~!! and Dokgo Jin heart actually is not in a good condition and he had his 2nd battle between death and live...

:: My favourite Ep is Episode 12~!! Kyaaaaaaaa~!!

:: and this drama is funny too~!!! *giggles*

Scent of a Women Rant

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....
OK! SPiLL~~

♪ ♫ Day by day, I make new memories because of you~♪ ♫ 

♪ ♫~Haru haru ne moseubi chueogeul mandeuro ~♪ ♫

c: You're So Beautiful - Xiah Junsu

~ Scent of a Woman OST~~

note: favourite part of the song

Osh~ Recently I'm watching Scent of a Woman..  in which.. this drama still airing~ Its a drama that full of love.. .. And I can say it is among the best drama that I've watch during the break.. The drama is about a women who suffers life’s indignities with fortitude suddenly got her life "due date".. All of sudden, she been told that she only can live not more that 6 month..  Yes~! Sudden and shock~! with that news she decide to live her life to the fullest~!

"If suddenly this kind of news got to you, what would you do?"

Seriously, if this happen to me, I can't imagine a thing.. other that hoping that my life will end with someone that love me by myside~ 

There is lots of touch part in the drama... The women made up her mind to list up 20 things to do before she died~ and the 19th one is to do all the things above with the one that she love... Without her noticing, she "currently" (since the drama still airing) complete almost all the thing that she list up with him.....awww.. that so sweet.. but I'm sure that the sweet part will end soon because the real pain is coming~ *can't wait*...

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Taking out out a notebook, she starts compiling her “bucket list” of the 20 things she wants to do before she dies.

• 1. Make Mom laugh once every day.

• 2. Take revenge against the people who tormented me.

• 3. Learn to tango.

• 4. Don’t hold back on the things I want to have, eat, or wear.

• 5. Try on a wedding dress.

Skipping forward through some that we don’t get to see right now, we land on her last couple of items:

• 19. Do all these things with someone I love.

• 20. And, lastly, to close my eyes in the arms of the one I love.

credit info : dramabeans

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And i love this scene~!!

credit picture @ dramabeans

and the OST too... really match the drama well.. My favourite song is currently this song blog atm... 

Shinjireru~!

"...Even tough today is another painful day

And yesterday's wounds remain

I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on

Even tough today is another painful day

Someday it will become a warm memory

If you leave everything up to your heart... "

Cry

*short entry*no emoji*EMO*

I wanna cry.. but I dont wanna cry alone...

I am CRYING.. thanks to him.. He can make me happy but he can make me upset... well..rules of life... follow the flow~~!!

Messy me! Troublesome me! Emo me!

caution : emo mode without emoji

in the mode of crying in sudden.*sigh*. why i'm so clumsy?why i'm so baka?why do i look like desperate one? why do i hurt people even it is not my intention? the answer is : RANDOM ACTION BY EARISSA.. well, its unbearable.

Firstly i think I've misused the P.A system. well this thing was not suppose to read by the UMK student.. fuh2... no one reading... *praying hardly no one is reading**FUHHHH*... sigh...well..basically I've misused the system by telling the unecessary thing.. sigh... its unbearable since its me... i'm saying what i'm thinking without second thought.. gomen ne P.A.. i can see that u are un comfortable but yet you are enduring it... i'm grateful of that..=) demo ne.. i think i wont meet u again.. suddenly i feel super HAZUKASHIIIIII for being unconscious telling all the unrelated stuff.... ish2.... i know i should stop that.. by writing up what to say i think is the best way so it its short yet worth it ne~ um... i guess we wont meet until next monday..perhaps wednesday.. glimpse is possible but official meeting is not i guess.. i need to wash my brain first before i meet u... argh... SUPER HAZUKASHIIIII... minna tasukete!!!! ~*SIGHING LOUDLY* as i always did... *i hope that my P.A will read this and understand me~.. ne ne... PA.. i know u dissapprove my FB request... haha~~~ *sigh*

a bad feeling come when the peak schedule make me unable to meet my bestie which is i wont met i  the short time.. ah... waiting again.. sigh... to Aliya Dalila Ruslan and Mohd Zulkamal... be back soon.. i miss you both my bestie!!!

Uepi Tanjoume... no celebration, peak week... i'll make belated when i'm free which i dunno when~~ .

LIFE IS TIRING BUT I'M SURVIVING~~ EARISSA IS STRONG!!! 

Kanashimi~

the mood swing.. i really need time and space for myself... i'm reaching my limit.. really want to cry as hard as i could..the environment is a pressure..the assignment is a pressure..the team work is pressure..tomodachi mo, a pressure..love is a pressure..everything is a pressure... wish to disappear for a second.. totally depress week.. more depression is coming.. the mid-sem, quizaz and presentation.. will i able to cope with all of this..? i need support.. yet no one here.. no one to share about.. minna is busy with their life... theres no one to blame for that of course...kanashimi..hontoni.. demo ne, yakusoku is promise after all... 

I'm good but I'm not that great but still i'm trying my best surviving in this world hitori! 

I'm alone but m trusting people surround me. they are not here but i know they are with me~ Struggling for survival even its painful and stressful!

Iyaah!!! Hasashiburi Bloggy-chan!!

Yeah! I miss this blog.. its 26 August already... ayark!! I guess this month is the least number of post that i made per month...Adey~~~ huhu.. well... lots of stuff happen...

Firstly...
..haha.. promise is a promise...its hentai lecture... maa... dunno what to say it just... WHY TODAY LECTURE IS SOO HENTAI FOR BOTH SUBJECT?? (last 2 week incident ok...XDD)... I'm sOoO don't understand why is that so.. well all the example today have "hentai" element... Hadoi!! May i remind you to give more proper example next time, ok?
**the story become short since i forget what exactly happen.. nyiahahah!!--evil laugh

Secondly..

Well.. TEAMWORK and GROUPING.. how much did you like those thing??.. Maa... I'm not saying that I'm good in those but i really hate when this happen in grouping:

1. Treating you are great and others like baka...This kind of people PLEASE knock you head and cut it out before i knock and cut you!!!

2. When others is objecting and opposing idea...the member will say, "Oh! since you are saying it why don't you do it.. i dont know since its your idea"...WHAT THE IKANbetoi la!!.. ..well, its teamie work... TOGETHER OKEY!! even your idea is rejected..

3. "Asal ada sudah"... This quote I hate the most.... A JOB MUST BE DONE IN A QUALITY!!!

... Since we cannot change people, JUST FOLLOW THE FLOW~... Follow the flow well like an excellent not like a stupid cow with ring on it nose.. hahaha!!!

Thirdly...

Tomodachi..... hehe... again.. well, i feel like i'm surviving here alone.. well, i know there is lots of people around me but still sabishi ne~... i feel like some is being friend because we have to be not because we want to be.. i can feel that... lately, from my observation, i also can see that people always put blame other because of what others have done but they never see what they have done to others.. ..actually, a thing that i wanna say is, we are the same but we just dont realize it..

admit it dear, don't be angry any longer... unless u are that hard so you wont admit and wont try to see... sigh.. My deary friend.. I LOVE YOU GUYS NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU GUYS HATE ME..

Fourthly...

CRAVING FOR TAKOYAKI!!!!!

Fifthly...

I'm SOMEONE WHO REALLY LOVE SAKURA!!!!

SUTEKI NO HANA!!!

Finally..

the P.A system... haha... not that audio system and also not Private Assistant.. it is "Penasihat Akademik" or "Academic Advisor"... refreshing back to the early SEM i notice that this sem PA wasn't like before in which each class got the same PA... BIGGG SIGH at first... Second BIGGG SIGH when i saw the name of my P.A is kind of old man name and overseas.. ops... gomen ne P.A... it just 1st impression.. then, i look out at the portal to search a little about my PA.... gomen again because i'm ******** at you pic... can help too... maaa...early guys adolescence face you know... i did the same thing we i see my classmate matric card... hehe... gomen...gomen...*bow* *bow* ..no offend... hehe.. then we got the registration slip in which will be the excuse for us to meet out PA.. hahaha..

kitaa~~ i met him after the class... DONT JUDGE A BOOK FROM ITS COVER.. hehe...

HE IS JUST NICE no old man feeling and he is not that old..almost the same age of my brother.. haha... wish to say that but i dont have brother...hehe... thats my comment when the first time we met......haha...and when it is 2nd time.. doesn't he look like arrogant? he did not even smile when we met at faculty... adey... hehe... but think positive, he can't recognize you in one meeting la cik earissa oi!!! haha...

SUDDEN PLAN!! we got a form that need to be fill for the whole sem which involve the meeting with P.A...BIGGEST SIGH...i remember his word when we first met.."at least kene jumpe sekali" now the statement need to be drop... its 24 times... argh.. killers..
last week Wed, i met him.. assume it to be 1st time for the form... haha... i cant help from laughing whele talking... Gomen ne Sir.... It just i cant help from laughing to overcome my nervousness... adey... and thanks for the advice and the hadis... 2nd meeting, we come in a group and we take a turn.. well, this time i really have no comment.. but i wanna comment, why is my comment in the form wasn't be fill but other is.. huhu... i wonder.... sir, anything just be straight ok? and thanks also for 2nd meeting advice.. i'll take note of it okey ~~~ ^^~ see u soon~ jya~

Holiday KITAA!!! demo EXAM KITAA mo!!!Hadey~~~ huhu....

~**~Weeks pass just fine it just i dont have time to give myself a break and enjoy.. i guess i really gonna slow down taking note about them until my final.. huhu.. dear P.A i hope we can enjoy the SEM together.. Sometime i'm no good in face to face, but i always trying my best because IT IS ME!! daijoubu... i know my target and I'm working on it OK? dean, KITAA!!!!

**kitaa=here

***i guess I'll talk more about my P.A soon.. wait yer~~ ^^
**** n i guess i laugh too much~ "jgn ketawa bnyk sgt, nt mati" --PA advice!! ^^

THE MR.

REMINDER!! This is my blog.. SO, I'm free to write anything.. no offended meaning!

Konbawa bloggy~ Yosh minna must be shock with the intro.. nothing much it just MY SUPER DEPRESS WEEK with Mr AJ, Mr M, Mr. AM, Mr KY and HIM~ *sigh*

Long journey.. totally depress and in tension!!

Firstly about the Mr. AJ...

I don't wanna loose you but what a painful world.

.. After days in depress, i think I'm finally fine with this AJ out of KAT-TUN.. Let him be... 
I AM KAT-TUN FANS.. ZETTAI and ZUTTO~~ *hugs Uepi*

"DEAR KAT-TUN MEMBER, As long you are KAT-TUN I'm always in love and will care about you guys no matter in five or six.. "

Mr M.. sigh.. big trouble I guess... remember last SEM post that I'm talking about meanie MR X.. hehe.. same person.. I finally notice that I cant hate people... hurmm.. after all we have a long way to go ne.... MR M... I'm sorry... and i forgive you... even that is not a word from you.. hurmm....gomen ne~ hope thing was fine like before... yes! I am that freaky weirdo emo immatured person that is hard to handle... at least I'm not that type who are hiding the true me like......who ever she is~

Mr AM.. woa.. you totally challenge my patient level.. well i not disliking you but... dont do that.. its seems meanie and it really test my patient... the way you speak.. the way you are saying... all look like orders to a dumb person... please... stop doing that... i cannot promise to be that patient soon.. actually no use to say it here but he definitely wont read this... sigh.. i like being your lab partner because i know that you are committed.. but please... not with that way of speaking.. or i will accidentally call you "sayang" with those 'sinis' intonation to cover the madness sooner or later!!! BTW.. can you ask properly with a better intonation, at least?

Mr KY... i already say sorry about my last text thats really mean.. but i mean it but i didnt meant it to say in that way.. it just being to frank sometimes..... hurmm... I'm sorry.. so the forgiveness is yours~ ^^

HIM.. its him again... current i suddenly text him out of blue... the hand is just type the text and send to his MAX numb that not in the contact book but still in my mind.. huhu~~ ne,, YOU~~ I'm waiting... hurm.. I just dont want to have a relationship with other because of the reason that I want to forget you...

ME and COMPLEX ME.. in COMPLICATED WORLD OF MINE...

UEDA... LOVE YOU... MISS YOU.. LUCK IN YOUR SOLO with FiVE~ *HUGS* Million of support from me~

I'm in mizerable state!!!!