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TANJOUBI OMMEDETOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SELAMAT HARI LAHIR



19th Years Old on
31st March 2009
to

Muhammad Hafiz Muhammad Anas
Siti Nadia Radhuan
Mohd Farid Mohd Fuad**kono keeki..

KAT-TUN Anniversary

KAT-TUN DEBUT!!!
22.MARCH.2009
3rd Year!!!
OMMEDETOU

_Good Luck For Comming Year_
_All The Best_
Ganbatte Kudasai

KAT-TUN Hotz!!

Real Face
Signal
Bokura no Machi de (In Our Town)
Yorokobi no Uta (Song of Happiness)
Keep the Faith
Lips
Dont U Ever Stop
White X'mas
One Drop
Rescue

**Always waiting for new single and alway love the present single

OMMEDETOU..!!

Such a great morning

**Currently hearing the Love in Snow while typing this…

This morning, I would say the best morning that I ever had. My class start at 9.00a.m, so I do woke up a little late from the time that I used to do. Never expect I would be such a great morning. I take my bath as usual. It was 7.45a.m at that time and I’m done by 8.00 a.m. (I guess…) Choosing the day outfit just like usual and be half prepared for class. To fill the time to 8.45a.m, I wear my contact and start to do my tutorial… (Ah... ALL THREE TUTORIAL). Tuesday would be my toughest day ever for this year because the entire major tutor subject was on that day… But, today is the greatest. Before a start doing the tutor, I switch on my laptop, wishing Tatsuya-kun~ good morning and so does he as I play his song… Time goes by as I doing my work an a little sing along to add in the mood…Question 6..7...8.. 愛の華(Ai no Hana)…9…Lost…Someday for Somebody(Kamenashi-kun~)…….Ah… Yabai…Yabai… it was 8.45 and my alarm doesn’t working… I’ll be late… Try to act calm and put all the necessary notes and stuff in the bag and be ready as a student… Suddenly, sound of the rain attracted me…at the same time; it was Love In Snow…

**It really calm me down n i manage to enter on time..give me in really good mood even it was a bad day (-^^-)

Close but not too close

We seem being close to someone we are close to.

The truth, we don’t.

We might see someone goes well with the one that they go well.

Look again properly, they didn’t.

It is true no one perfect so it is true that no one accept others perfectly,

Even do they do, they just look like they do, but actually they didn’t.

Accept the fact.

Even the one you love have at least one thing you don’t like, did you?

But it is LOVE who buried the thing.

LOVES are great…

**Why the title is PD (Port Dickson) Lesson...you must be wondering…When I was there, I create a little space for observing the people around me. How do their act, interact and mimic…Observe and the conclusion is what you read just now…Btw...MiKIM is a nice weekend holidays…Thanks minna-san

My Ice Heart

My heart is an ice. I give a tiny piece for her to hold. She melts it down. It’s hurt. The memory recalled. All the sweet one. It creates a glass pieces same does like the one that melts down. So it does fits the missing part, not easily melt and just fragile and fits her to hold. She did ask me for that piece. Didn’t she realize it was hard to make exactly same pieces? If she does, why does she hold like she doesn’t want to hold it and just catch when in about to fall so that I won’t broke? Why doesn’t she just throw it out if she doesn’t want to hold anymore??!! Why did she ask for that piece if she don’t want it..??!! The one who afraid that it won’t be the same is the one who don’t make it the same. It was hard for me to forgive her, but I do forgive her. She said she is out of tear but it seems like a fake tears that you force out to. Just return the pieces if you don’t want it anymore. Don’t play fool with the friendship part of heart.

***the real story

We are such a good friend. And we are. Smile and joke. Chatting bout Ueda with excitement. She always tells me the latest news bout Ueda. She always does. I’m grateful for that as when I did miss something bout Ueda and KAT-TUN, she the one who let me know. That was previously when it was full of “jounetsu” (passion) and excitement. And before the argument. I fought with her lots since a moved. She always apposes me. I don’t know why but she did. It wasn’t like that before. Once, my I have my patient, twice, I still do, and so on. But she did all the time, even if I meant to be kidding. It kills. That how the ice piece melts. Asking forgiveness and I do give her (new piece of heart made of glass)…I’m afraid it won’t be the same as before so does she. I give my all to forget what happen before and act nothing. I did do. And I didn’t change. It is her that changes. The excitement all gone. Only fake. My friend, tell me if you don’t want that pieces so that I’ll be prepared for the breakage.

Four Season Without You

“Summer” is hot,
“Fall” in peace,
“Winter” too cold,
“Spring” just nice,
Like it always do…

Shine of sun stroke the heart,
Lonely heart without you,
Here I am, walking alone,
With smile,
Deep inside, who know?
The rain keep pouring,
Hot summer is not enough,
To dry out the tears that you made.

A leaf drop on me,
It is heart shape,
For one second I smile,
The next, I cry,
Smooth wind promise a peace,
But it shatters the heart into pieces,
As the memories was in it,
It is sweet but it kills me,
Dying without you,

Frozen ice is fragile, So does glass,
Once glass broken, sticking is enough
But once and ice broke,
it never be the same
It is my heart,
Once you’ve touch,
The shape change without return,
What do I live for if there were no you?
When the snow fall,
It sends my love message to you,
To let you know that I need you,
This cold winter need your warmth.

Spring promise a new heart,
How much do I’ll accept,
Never know,
The fall flower gives great scenery,
Sweet and Lovely,
But no one knows the pain behinds,
Pain on being leave,
Even they do, they didn’t,

It just you, and only you forever,
Even the last season pass by,
I’ll be waiting,
Always.


-cherryblossom_earissa- 15.29 pm 15 February 2009

Dear Sweetheart,
“I miss you so much…” the first word that come cross in my mind everytime I see you. You didn’t see me but I see you. Even it is just you picture, enough for now but not later. Sorry cause ignoring you for this certain time. I need to study. I really do. If I don’t we don’t even have chance to meet. I barely want to see you my dear, I really do. I mean it. I really want to know how you’re doing right now. But I just don’t have that time. It’s been a long time I didn’t watch you. Seeing you singing, playing, dancing and having fun for real is something that I hope to do. I miss you, I really do. Just wait for me. “Good Luck” on being a Romeo. Yes, I do jealous of that woman. Well, she is lucky. She really is. Again I’m sorry I miss your show. First is your concert now your theater. It is not I don’t want. I really want too. But I can’t. My hand is not long enough to reach you. “I miss you dear”, I really do. Wait for me till I reach you…Someday…

NEWS exceed KAT-TUN

Urmm...after this exceeding and exceeding.... I really dunno who will come...
**Just now checked in poprainbow.net.

Hehe.. Funny Story..Kinda

Sitting in a room reading a story book, suddenly i heard something being smash and burst.. followed by sound of water splashing out rapidly, unstopped..sneaking at the window and look down (** I was in my uncle apartment second floor), i say a boy hit, broken pipe and water spashing.. he was stunned and standing blurr.. from there, i know that the sound i heard just now come from him. He probably had a shock of knocking down the pipe and the water pipe burst... Let it be.. i continue my reading... Suddenly, a heard "yorokobi no uta" (song of happiness). It his mum was laughing trying to stop the water.. both of them are really totally wet (**More wet than Tatsuya in the making of Keep the faith..ngee (^^)).. From this, i know that every mom is rational.. mom will get angry if we did wrong, as this is jus and accident so no need to get mad... just solve the problem..Mom and son got wet when their water pipe burst out water.. the laughing continue until his mom manage to stop the water by turning off the pipe.. Luckily for us as it their pipe...(**if it us, huhu....just imagine)

KAT-TUN exceed NEWS...

Just now, i was checking the poprainbow.net for the vote..
KAT-TUN exceed NEWS... Dunno should be happy or not...
because I maybe cant go...Urmm... Best wish of luck to you guys..
...Waiting for "One Drop"

Killed by A Shot of Trust

It would be a hard to accept people that once killed you with a shot of trust. Here goes the story and it’s true...

I'm Eary, this a real story face by someone who I care, my cousin, Sayuri. After a long time dreaming to be in a same class, this year we are but different hostel. She managed to get along with her new roommate, Kotani. Really really get along where somehow I'm really feel a little jealous as being put aside to gives space for Kotani-san.(**remembering her doing such thing, she such a jerk)

Do you believe love at a first sight? I do. (**Love at first sight on Ueda-kun.... [^^,] hehe) Get back to the story, Sayuri fall for love at a first sight on Asao. (I've seen him, kind of kawaii, nice and look like a gentleman - don’t judge a book by its cover, look what happen now). I was not the first one who knows about the "fall". Kotani did. A little jealous there.

To make Sayuri close to Asao, Kotani managed to get Asao phone number and email address. Thanks to Kotani for that. Thinking of pride, Sayuri control her feeling by not showing so much like. She didn’t send SMS for thousand texts per day. Enough once per day. It seems fine at the beginning. Sayuri wasn’t in rush on getting Asao heart. Being patient expecting a solid love soon.

Changing point starts when Kotani also fall with Asao. Since Sayuri did wasn’t like Kotani, who will …..erm… how I would I say it properly… Well… Kotani somehow someone with many boyfriend... not the special one. She was that type of messaging person; I can say thousand SMS per day, or hours of calling per day. She didn’t really care if she had to approach for a guy that he wants.(**but if we did love someone we would but if the feed back was a little gloomy, we wouldn’t but she will, embracing herself - one thing she forgot and never remember, _trusting a guys, think twice_)

-->There goes a KILLER SHOT, when the trust that was put on her shot Sayuri. She’ll never be trusted anymore. She, the one who I thought going to be a good friend, killed Sayuri trust. She was flirting with her best friend love. Well She pay for the shot so sooner or later, she’ll get a shot from the gun that she triggered. Lives go round and round.

___making it simple and short so that you will understand___

Trusting is good but don’t put 100%
**If you lose someone, someones who is better will come**
-Live to LOVE and LOVE to Live-

Everyday Diet....(and kiss)

Morning Kiss: Ai no hana by Ueda Tatsuya
Breakfast Kiss: Love in snow by Ueda Tatsuya
Morning Tea Time Kiss: Dictator by Ueda Tatsuya
Lunch Kiss: Yorokobi no Uta by KAT-TUN
Evening Tea Time Kiss:
~Sparking by Ueda Tatsuya
~Lost Ueda by Ueda Tatsuya
~Love in Snow by Ueda Tatsuya
~KAT-TUN Single and Song- Real Face, Yorokobi no Uta, Signal, Bokura No Machi de, Dont U Ever Stop, Keep The Faith, Will Be Alright, Wilds Of My Heart, No Matter Matter,Harukana Yakosoku,Peak, Movin on, Jumpin up..........................(as much as i could hear)
Dinner Kiss: Member Solo (Ai No Hana, Smack, Someday for somebody,Kizuna.....)
Good Night Kiss: Ai no Hana By Ueda Tatsuya

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Minna san...VOTE FOR KAT-TUN!!!

Arigatou ne...

Someone that i really fall in love

He was there and i was here..
I'm staring at him always...
and i always do...
But he, never looked at me...
even once...



He never can see me..
I was here and he was there...
Too far apart...


Walking too him is impossible...
And I'm not 'that' capable..

I wonder if we could ever met..
I hope that we could met..



I want to meet you..
Strickly i said that I want to..

You just so cute..
You are that cool...



You are ditzy and so random..
You are strong...
You speak out loud what you think...
and your're not wrong...

The cuteness and randomness make me fall for you..

One thing i wish..
when you see me, catch me from this endless fall..



**Ueda-kun sukidesu...(^^) Aitai...and i mean it that i want to see you

上田 竜也

Something that i can say like "Spending a day with PDT"

This is story somewhere about 13 December.. Last minute plan... At last i decide to go out.. I don't really know how to say... Mmmm... Am I lucky or not going out with those sister... Somthing that really push me out is... I REALLY WANT TO EAT SUSHI!!! Well its been a long time since my last sushi meal.. Plus the allowance just entered the pocket so gonna spend a little on sushi.. Not really a sushi actually it just sort of sushi.. Let me specified it was the takuyaki ne..hehe...Oishi.. Hontoni...Try it..

**takuyaki

Hehe.. Promise that will be ready by 8.30.. Gomen ne.. a liltle late... I was thinking back then it a sudden decision... I am glad that we've got the bus, but then it wasn't that glad since we have to stand for one hour..Hahaa.. Sorry, my fault..

Refreshing memory about that day, suddenly remember a thing.. You know what? Kak Izzu n Kak Jijah is kinda protecting Lin.. Why did i say that.. Lin was exactly in between this two.. exectly like a sis is protecting little one..Hehe...

**All the way on the bus with unstable standing way hearing all the Ueda's n KAT-TUN's song...singing intentionly as loud as i could (act. not that loud...it just me the one who heard it out loud...Wahaha...-would be nicer if i capture a picture)

Down the bus at somewhere around "pasar"...hehe..walking a little and reach the Mydin..

**all the way jus saying..HUNGRY...HUNGRY...(never eat anything since the eye was opened)

Done at the Mydin, take a short walk to Mega....Hehe... Rushing for McD for "Breakfast+Lunch".................

Aahaa....... a BIG TREE... "Lets take a pic"..huhu...didn't really remember who start it.. Kinda spent sum of minute there...Few minute look like wasted but actully another "cweet" memory was written in my mind...

Sushi Ouji... hehe...that was drama where Nakamaru kun~ (kattuN) was in..

At the "........"

**i dont know what was the sushi restaurant was called the is somewhere at "giri-giri" of the megamall.. With Kak Apis (^^)

~hehe not actually a baby sitter.. well thanx for allowing us to follow u guyz.. btw nice to know the nice of you guz... let the kizuna stay ever.....

Some memory..

402/502 MARESMART... somewhere i used to be few years ago.. something that i really miss so much.. sweet memories of MJSC Taiping.. I wonder why, past few days, all the thing that happen in Taiping flying in and out of my mind.. I really wonder why..

My beloved classmates, i really miss you guys.. text msg me ae.. still using my old number..WHEN IS THE REUNION?!!!.....Please organize some ae..hehe.....(^^)

-愛の華 Ai no hana - 上田 竜也 Ueda Tatsuya -

~Romanji~
Amaeto itsumo no youni kiite ita namida to
ARUBAMU itsumo no youni nagameteta katasumi de hitori mata mienai mirai ni obiete irudareka
dakishimete tada aishite hoshii
Ai no KAKERA wo
nigedasa nu youni kudake nu youni
ryoute de dakishime
kono mama kisetsu ga toori sugite mo
ano yasashisa wa wasurenai
sashikomu hikari ni sukoshi memai wo oboete
watashi wo tsutsumikomu youni yasashiku hanabira ga mau kono machi no keshiki mo iro wo kaete
adokenai yasashii kaze ga hoo wo naderu
sora wo miagete
ano nani mo nai musuu no kumo ni kokoro ubawarete
suzushii hizashi ni terasarete ima sukoshi egao ni nareta kiga shita
itsuka futari de aruita sakura michi de
kawara nu omoi to nigirishimeta sono te wa
itsumo no egao to itsumo no nukumori
nidoto toki wa modorenai kara
ai no SAKURA wa
kono mune ni chiri kesshite ni do to wa
saku koto wa nai kedo
mou ichido itsuka wa
ano "MICHI" wo aruite yuku mata hana wo
sakaseru youni La La La...

~Kanji~
雨音　いつものように　聞いていた　涙と
アルバム　いつものように　眺めてた　片隅で一人
また見えない未来に　怯えている
誰か抱きしめて　ただ愛してほしい
愛のカケラを
逃げださぬように　砕けぬように　両手で抱きしめ
このまま季節が　通り過ぎても　あの優しさは忘れない
差し込む　光に少し　目眩を覚えて
私を　包み込むように　優しく　花びらが舞う
この街の景色も　彩を変えて
あどけない優しい風が　頬を撫でる
空を見上げて
あの何もない　無数の曇りに　心奪われて
涼しい日差しに　照らされて今　少し笑顔になれた気がした
いつか　二人で歩いた桜道で
変わらぬ想いと　握りしめたその手は
いつもの笑顔と　いつもの温もり
二度と時は　戻れないから
愛のサクラは
この胸に散り　決して二度とは　咲くことはないけど
もう一度いつかは　あの“ミチ”を歩いてゆく　また華を咲かせるように

~Translation~
Just like always, listening to rain and tearing

Just like always, sitting at a corner alone flipping the "album"
There is fear for the future, that I cant see

Who will I embrace, I just want to love
These pieces of love

To stop them from running away, from shattering,

I embrace them tightly with both my hands

Even the seasons passed just like that, I cant forget that kindness
I still remember that sunshine, slightly dizzfying

It enveloped me gently just like dancing flower petals
This path, the scenery, the colours ever changing

The childlike, gentle breeze that caressed my cheeks
Looking up into the sky

There is nothing, but countless clouds, my heart is gripped

Under the cool sunshine, right now, I am starting to get to used to my smile
The sakura littered path that we once took

The memories that will never change, those hands that I once held

You were always smiling, you always felt so warm

Yet, we cannot return to those times again
Sakura petals

Scattered in my heart, but they wont bloom again

One day, once again, I would like to take a walk down that "path" for love to bloom again...

~** Sakura @ cherryblossom are nice, aren't they..?

They give a very good feeling to everyone... bringing happiness feeling by the graceful dance as they fall and blown by the soft wind..sweet colour bring the harmony to our heart... Lovely scenary made by them will be the sweet memory for eveyone.. Even the seoson will pass by, there is a promise that they'll come again...

~representing our love story...summer bring the spring away but it doesnt mean that we will never meet the spring again... The sweet love pass by will bring us to the sweeter love sooner or later....Just wait to love and to be love again.........

**Wish that i could see the cherryblossom with my own eye...

Ueda Tatsuya - LOve in snOW....

Setsunakunaru kaerimichi itsumade suzukuno

Kokoro no suki manno umete kureru yuki

Itsumo minareta fuukei ni kimi ga iru dakede

Mita koto no nai machi ni miete kuru

Kana wanai koi dato shitemo

Kimi ga suki desu

Aitai? aitai?

Sore dake wo nozomi masu
Afureru omoi wo anata ni todoke masho

Shiroi yuki ni komete

Shizuka ni furu yuki wa dareka no

Ai no koto wa dakara

Kana wanai koi dato shitemo

Kimi ga suki desuAitai? aitai?

Sore dake wo nozomi masu

Afureru omoi wa anata ni todoke masho

Shiroi yuki ni kometeShizuka ni furu yuki wa dareka no

Ai no koto wa dakara
Yagate yuki ga yande hikari ga sashite

Suuji aeru no deshou

Watashi wa itsumo miageteru

Yamu hazuno nai yuki wo?

++==+==+==+==+=+=+=+=+=+==+==+==++

Translation...

Will this painful road to return continue forever?

The crack in my heart is filled up with snow,

In the scenery I've always been used to seeing,

you are all that's there,visible in the city I've never looked at before
Even if my wish for love doesn't come true'I love you'

I want to see you... I want to see you...That is all I wish for.
I'll send these overflowing feelings to you

Placed inside the white snow...

Because the gently falling snow is

somebody's words of love
Even if my wish for love doesn't come true 'I love you'

I want to see you... I want to see you...That is all I wish for.
I'll send these overflowing feelings to you

Placed inside the white snow...

Because the gently falling snow is

somebody's words of love
Before long the snow will stop, the light is rising

Will you be able to understand?

As for me, I'll always be looking up to see

The snow that will not cease...

** about the Love in snow... I prefer the Mouse Peace version... because it is more meaningful...How ever, since the Mouse Peace DVD haven't release yet, thus there is no clear version of video or audio.. Urm...I wonder what did he say at the end of the Mouse Peace Love in snow...Can someone tell me please?

KAT-TUN Member

Well.. This is KAT-TUN...

KAT-TUN stands for their initial name...

Which are....

K-Kamenashi Kazuya

A-Akanishi Jin

T-Taguchi Junnosuke

-

T-Tanaka Koki

U-Ueda Tatsuya

N-Nakamaru Yuichi..

& the sign "-" means that between KAT-TUN there is fans.
**the picture was edited by me..