*peace*

Pin~pon~ its me again here.. urmm...I've decided that i would start about myself.. well, as i said before lots of things do happen.. again lets talk about 'that girl' ... well, I've decided!! Enough from her, if she did that again, honestly i wont hold back again..she is too much..my best friend who knows about her also said so..yerp, i wont..one more thing too add up, others that her annoying attitude she also a copycat.. why???? enough bout her ~

** it is not so good to talk bout others but this is the only way for me to feel better rather than i go for slapping **..ouch

Recently, I've watch a Korean drama entitle "You're Beautiful" Its been along time since i watch BOF, n i've decide that i this drama better.. the actor wasn't that bad at all ..n the actrees, kawaii..hehe.. Jang Geun Suk , who used to have a movie namely 'Doremifasolatido' makes lots of different in his appearance in YRB... u can see that he really did grow.. well, i love his voice although i cant label his voice is a tiptop voice but still, he can sing.. ahh~~~ the actress is Park Shin Hye as Go Mi Nam....all i can say is KAWAIII fullstop.....the co star, Jung Yong Hwa as Kang Shin Woo plays the role as good as Kim Hyung Joon as Ji Hoo in BOF.. and Lee Hong Ki as Jeremy...wow.. he really attract me of the enjoyful character in drama.. feelin very happy seeing him...ah~ cute also ne~... watching him also make me feel happy... but i like the main star the most..^^..

*kawaii*Go Mi Nam*

*opsi..* Mi Nam & Tae Kyung

*ah~*Hwang Tae Kyung*

*Jeremy~*

** a Q.. A.N JELL exist in 3 o 4? opss.. did i just ask? um.. a little attract towards them..
daijoubu..KAT-TUN still NUMBER ONE~.. Yakusoku *pinky promise*

ah..so TENSION since the holiday is almost end...to much assignment n FINAL IS HERE...OH, NO!!

Current Music: D-Motion - KAT-TUN
Current Mood : *blank*

Yatta...at last...

Its been along time since my last post on my last blog and finally here i am again.. Lotz of thing actually happen.. huhu... dunno where to start.. should i start about My Tatsu o about myself?? Lets separate into different post so u guys wont get confused ne.. Catch ya later~

**it this blog looks better or the previous one?

say, Happy Birthday~

Special wish to:

NURUL ASYIKIN MOHD AZLAN ~

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The phone and wake me up..Its remind me that I've someone to meet today.

The phone and wake me up..Its remind me that I've someone to meet today..actually its a regarding on my application to work there for my SIEP course work..and 'yatta'... I'll be working at Sushi restaurant~

New age..new style..new look...

Yey Special thank arenizs that teach me how to use those cutie little icon...arigatou ne... Hope everyone will the new style of my blog..hehe...

should or should not..

Kind of messy week...suddenly feeling like want to write smtg..

all i can say i would like to accept him if he was really into me.. but i guess i shouldn't....just saw him with another girl.. a little of crush here...hurmm... i wish i didnt pass there... i wish i didnt see him.. i wish i shouldnt really think bout him.. i should not.. waa... i guess i'm not that ready for another shot.. i just feel like i dont... i wish 'you' never tell me that he want to know me so would i wouldnt notice him so i wouldnt ever thing bout that thing again..enough for the last pain i guess..' love so sweet' said arashi but sometime just let it be in the snow just like ueda said..but there is no snow here how can the snow pass the word of love... hehe...well just let it be... i'll be 19 soon.. so let 19th make a new page of my life...new page of friend, new page of achievement in study and new page of love i guess... let the mind clear~~~~~~~


p/s remember about the girl i said b4... she just piss me of.. i try to accep her as she is but she didnt try to accept me as i am..unfair! kirai!!!!!

UEDA...Aishiteru!!!!!!

HANA NO MAU MACHI
IN THE CITY OF TWIRLING BLOSSOM

Inner conflict...help me!!!

Kiraii!!!!!! Hontoni kiraii!!! Thinking like she was the best...like she was perfect...complaining about others like she was that good..Well, i hate that kind of people. I'm not that perfect either but i didn't ALWAYS talk bad bout other..let them be how did thew behave or what did they wear! it does effect you even a scratch.. Well, i totally start to dislike her more.. control in front the guy but saying that she did not...oh, Please!! Please la... onegai~ Stop that before i totally hate you dear..stop behaving like you are miss know everything...miss perfect...o miss cun.. mirror yourself before complaining bout others... me, myself did do that thing either, complaining bout other but always got scold by my bf because doing it..since that, i start to ignore bout others little by little and stop complaining... onegai... I'm trying not to hate you~ i do love you.. but sometimes you are too much for me

...

Can I be HAPPY?

Flavour Of Life

Sweet, Sour, Bitter, Salty, Tasteless..Everything has it own flavour even life..
Sweet lie is bitter than bitter truth. Trust me, even the bitter medecine cure it never kill.
Sweet is sweet when it really sweet but too much sweet without sour or salty would be boring, you're gonna sick with that sweet taste. so does life in relationship.If it is too sweet without a challage, nothing will move and the joy of love will be dull.A cooker need a salt also aside of salt.Why? think it by urself. the tasteless stuff will show the time to add sweet thing inside. the sky is not always bright but there will be rainbow after the rain. The salt wasnt always salty. Pickle thing is made from salt water, when the time come it will be sweet and it also will be sour. Remember the flavour of life..

**Flavour of life by Utada Hikaru - nice song, trust me! (n_n)v

Hurm...

Life~

It always be this sentence for opening - "Its been along time since my last entry"...this time it also like that...

Its been a long time since my last entry. I miss the life where I have unlimited internet network so I can update my blog and express my feeling. Having this kind of problem is stressful. anyway this isnt the thing i want to talk right now.

First thing....

Its been along time since last time i visit the must visit zone like KAT-TUN LOVE, Captain U, Poprainbow, sleepyueda, JOR n do the downloading stuff.. its miserable to miss soo much of the stuff even the news and picture or such thing that related to them. I'm really sorry for that, i did try my best so that my both hand cand hold them and my study well.. Tatchan~ I miss u ne~

Life is life.. we interect with people but we never satisfy with each other, maybe we seems like it but the truth only one itself will know. to be an overthinking person is bad, i'm glad i'm not one of it even i'm that complex.Its hard to live without love. And it is hard when your love is others...

Hurmm...

Recently got in touch with him...(n_n)v...hope we'll be in good relation as a bro and sis...

....

Well..crush is a crush..wait2... my mind mixed...let me seperate them to the proper section so i can said this in well organized......

..........

ok! done!

First ly to my lovey dovey hubby..The kawaii one.... Ommedetou for your award... well, aall i can say you deserve it for your acting and super duper talent..am i exxagerating? dun care..huhu..hurm... lets list out Tasuya Talent..well, just sum... iknow u have more..

Tatsuya....

1.can sing
2.write song
3.composing melody (i dunno how to say this but ur piano n violin n others mixed well...alway love it and always do..(^_^)v )
4.acting ---> Kyaa!!!! (1st drama-konkatsu also previous stage show R&J)
5.radio dj ---> Rone if u remember
6.Boxing! - wow! six pack!
7.KAT-TN weirdo - i guess this can be listed
8. is random

and soo on........

Newey...KAT-TUN-san,
Congrates on BTR, it goes well so does 'freaky Maru jump'
Good Luck on your Summer Concert...
For those member whose having a show o drama o waht ever good luck..

Lastly, sorry coz its been along time, a month already since i'm updating my news about you guys...i really dunno what happen yet to all of you..

Miss you Tatchan and so do KAT-TN... (-.-")


Hurm... Enough for the prince...

Well regarding to my last two entry.. i've made up my mind. The love wasnt fated should move on. Frankly speaking, If i did think it properly i would be liking him to be part of my memoirs here not having that kinda serious matter like i used to say in past entry..Well, "Hearts Play" i guess.. to be honest i just hoping a chance to explain what i did that day wasnt on propose..well i wish i have 5 min of private time to talked to him and expain.. u see, it may not sound like it was important for him but it was my pride.. i'll guess by explaining to him i can have my tears back... well, time passing by am actually feeling like to have my tears back but the scene on that day will fly out through my mind and bring all the tears withing. it just like i'm holding back my tears.. since time pass it clearing the actual feeling that i'm having with him. Enough for me having atleast a humiliation atleast one at each place i've studied.. well, me, that random, doing thing that i'm thinking then i'll think about things that i've done.. hurm...Ano, senpai, onegai ne, 5 min will do...

there devil inside me whispering sumthing...The devil speaks- well u dun have an 'aniki', then let he'll be one.-i'll do if he does...

Well, my senpai i know it its impossible you are the one who are reading this but then i feel expressed..feel so comfort writing all out.. sorry for revealing ur name..
and almost u r pics..

the main target being in UMK-4.00

Well, study wasnt that stable but it also wasnt that bad... time management -sucks but it lmost done with the sucks part because i'm in phase that half arraged and half scramble..dun worry soon will be better... 8 august Biochem 1st paper...Kimchou shimashta --> nerves....huhu..

Well i guess i already have that all out... sorry for writing too much..i'm relly out of time so i've written this in my room before posting it... the true time is 29 July 2009 , 4.16pm...


Something that i suppose to said in others entry...the point is here, n later the detail..

=identifying somthing unidntified is harder than justifying the E=mc(square) equation, emotion and feeling falls under that sumthing...
=beeing honest do kills sometimes..i'll tell u why soon..
Off i go again..Bz mode...

...

150709
There is a gap between the time to go practical at IPKB and the first class we had today. after having early lunch me n my friends are heading to the library to spent the time before the bus arrive to pick us..Suddenly my friend detect something.. it was his pic..again, kya~~...the by using sis ezu fon cam, i snap that pic...well, to be honesr he wasnt that cool but his cool..huhu..


That was in the day...Just now i saw him walking back to the dorm with a girl.....wondering who n are they.......................................

i cant continue my word.. it a crush...........

Study....evrything was on its track n i'm really thankfull that my study was still and wasnt affected what happen just now.. a crush is a crush.. but my hand just for holding 4.00 not him yet.. sorry for that... BUt then......=(

Crush before LOVe..

Well...090709

If I said that i wasn't frust, then i would be a lie... I'm really excited when i've meet him.. but not today.. I saw him with someone... Did feel a lil frust thinking whose that girl.. but then just act like normal.. Nothing should be afraid if we are meant together.. As i said before, just let me study well here...hurm... =(

Today.. Again.. Happy in crush..
Saw him with other girl make me really wonder as if he really had a GF or not.. hurm really wonder but then still going "kYAa~" when he smile at me at the time we glimps..
KYa~~~

Opss!!! Fall in love again..

ne... I tought I'll never fall in love again before the time..hurmm...I did... again, with a guy name Hafiz.. The long story? Let it be a secret till it should be.. He is nice... with sweet smile.. (n_n) adorable..huhu.. The only thing that I can say he did well to stop my tear as I'm that kind who love to cry.. (n_n).. "no cry!".. miracle word that hold my tears day by day.. Even the tears that i save to be drain up on the weekend didn't came because of his word.. Newey, to be here in UMK, I just hope that i can control that kind of feeling and focus on study... 4.00 my aim.. If we were fated together i still hope that i can study well.. Wait for me~

Hana no mau machi..花の舞う街

Thank Tat-chan for the nice piano pieces...Really feel like being "In the city of twirling blossom"..

花の舞う街 HANA NO MAU MACHI (In the city of twirling blossom)

サラサラと花ビラが　舞い踊り彩づく街
甘い香りと共に　吹き抜けてく春風

何かに惹かれるように　ふと顔を上げてみれば
君と目が合う世界が　揺れる二人胸が震えた

君と過ごす時間はそうまるで光のようで
照られくさく笑う君のあどけない顔が大好きで

春の風に歌う花ビラは　君と僕をただ包み込む
ほどけない指の温もりは　時に引き裂かれてく

君があの日くれた言葉　「貴方は春みたいよ」と
そして「私の彩を変えてくれてありがとう」と

君の想うことは僕の想うことで
それが解った時に全ての不安が消えてゆく

瞳を閉じれば思い出す　カケヒキなどないあの瞬間を
僕ら二人の未来の彩は　あの青空のように

春の風に歌う花ビラは　君と僕をただ包み込む
ほどけない指の温もりは　ギュッと逃がさぬように

「ずっとずっと続けばいい」と　こんな幸せな毎日が
あの日君が話した夢を　二人で叶えてゆこう
かけがえのない夢を…

まずは出会った花の舞う街を“並んて”歩こう
春の陽身寸しを浴びたり　二人で笑いあおう
そんな夢をずっと…

**in the center of flying sakura petal right now..huhu (n_n)

Break The Record!!

KAT-TUN RULEZ!!!!

Congratz to KAT-TUN because manage to do a CONCERT 10 DAYS IN ROW...

**wish i could go ne~ (T_T)

Sweet Night..

SP1...Rock!!

**smile

**smile

**ajijah n kinah

**azie n kinah

**me n ema

TANJOUBI OMMEDETOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SELAMAT HARI LAHIR



19th Years Old on
31st March 2009
to

Muhammad Hafiz Muhammad Anas
Siti Nadia Radhuan
Mohd Farid Mohd Fuad**kono keeki..

KAT-TUN Anniversary

KAT-TUN DEBUT!!!
22.MARCH.2009
3rd Year!!!
OMMEDETOU

_Good Luck For Comming Year_
_All The Best_
Ganbatte Kudasai

KAT-TUN Hotz!!

Real Face
Signal
Bokura no Machi de (In Our Town)
Yorokobi no Uta (Song of Happiness)
Keep the Faith
Lips
Dont U Ever Stop
White X'mas
One Drop
Rescue

**Always waiting for new single and alway love the present single

OMMEDETOU..!!

Such a great morning

**Currently hearing the Love in Snow while typing this…

This morning, I would say the best morning that I ever had. My class start at 9.00a.m, so I do woke up a little late from the time that I used to do. Never expect I would be such a great morning. I take my bath as usual. It was 7.45a.m at that time and I’m done by 8.00 a.m. (I guess…) Choosing the day outfit just like usual and be half prepared for class. To fill the time to 8.45a.m, I wear my contact and start to do my tutorial… (Ah... ALL THREE TUTORIAL). Tuesday would be my toughest day ever for this year because the entire major tutor subject was on that day… But, today is the greatest. Before a start doing the tutor, I switch on my laptop, wishing Tatsuya-kun~ good morning and so does he as I play his song… Time goes by as I doing my work an a little sing along to add in the mood…Question 6..7...8.. 愛の華(Ai no Hana)…9…Lost…Someday for Somebody(Kamenashi-kun~)…….Ah… Yabai…Yabai… it was 8.45 and my alarm doesn’t working… I’ll be late… Try to act calm and put all the necessary notes and stuff in the bag and be ready as a student… Suddenly, sound of the rain attracted me…at the same time; it was Love In Snow…

**It really calm me down n i manage to enter on time..give me in really good mood even it was a bad day (-^^-)

Close but not too close

We seem being close to someone we are close to.

The truth, we don’t.

We might see someone goes well with the one that they go well.

Look again properly, they didn’t.

It is true no one perfect so it is true that no one accept others perfectly,

Even do they do, they just look like they do, but actually they didn’t.

Accept the fact.

Even the one you love have at least one thing you don’t like, did you?

But it is LOVE who buried the thing.

LOVES are great…

**Why the title is PD (Port Dickson) Lesson...you must be wondering…When I was there, I create a little space for observing the people around me. How do their act, interact and mimic…Observe and the conclusion is what you read just now…Btw...MiKIM is a nice weekend holidays…Thanks minna-san

My Ice Heart

My heart is an ice. I give a tiny piece for her to hold. She melts it down. It’s hurt. The memory recalled. All the sweet one. It creates a glass pieces same does like the one that melts down. So it does fits the missing part, not easily melt and just fragile and fits her to hold. She did ask me for that piece. Didn’t she realize it was hard to make exactly same pieces? If she does, why does she hold like she doesn’t want to hold it and just catch when in about to fall so that I won’t broke? Why doesn’t she just throw it out if she doesn’t want to hold anymore??!! Why did she ask for that piece if she don’t want it..??!! The one who afraid that it won’t be the same is the one who don’t make it the same. It was hard for me to forgive her, but I do forgive her. She said she is out of tear but it seems like a fake tears that you force out to. Just return the pieces if you don’t want it anymore. Don’t play fool with the friendship part of heart.

***the real story

We are such a good friend. And we are. Smile and joke. Chatting bout Ueda with excitement. She always tells me the latest news bout Ueda. She always does. I’m grateful for that as when I did miss something bout Ueda and KAT-TUN, she the one who let me know. That was previously when it was full of “jounetsu” (passion) and excitement. And before the argument. I fought with her lots since a moved. She always apposes me. I don’t know why but she did. It wasn’t like that before. Once, my I have my patient, twice, I still do, and so on. But she did all the time, even if I meant to be kidding. It kills. That how the ice piece melts. Asking forgiveness and I do give her (new piece of heart made of glass)…I’m afraid it won’t be the same as before so does she. I give my all to forget what happen before and act nothing. I did do. And I didn’t change. It is her that changes. The excitement all gone. Only fake. My friend, tell me if you don’t want that pieces so that I’ll be prepared for the breakage.

Four Season Without You

“Summer” is hot,
“Fall” in peace,
“Winter” too cold,
“Spring” just nice,
Like it always do…

Shine of sun stroke the heart,
Lonely heart without you,
Here I am, walking alone,
With smile,
Deep inside, who know?
The rain keep pouring,
Hot summer is not enough,
To dry out the tears that you made.

A leaf drop on me,
It is heart shape,
For one second I smile,
The next, I cry,
Smooth wind promise a peace,
But it shatters the heart into pieces,
As the memories was in it,
It is sweet but it kills me,
Dying without you,

Frozen ice is fragile, So does glass,
Once glass broken, sticking is enough
But once and ice broke,
it never be the same
It is my heart,
Once you’ve touch,
The shape change without return,
What do I live for if there were no you?
When the snow fall,
It sends my love message to you,
To let you know that I need you,
This cold winter need your warmth.

Spring promise a new heart,
How much do I’ll accept,
Never know,
The fall flower gives great scenery,
Sweet and Lovely,
But no one knows the pain behinds,
Pain on being leave,
Even they do, they didn’t,

It just you, and only you forever,
Even the last season pass by,
I’ll be waiting,
Always.


-cherryblossom_earissa- 15.29 pm 15 February 2009

Dear Sweetheart,
“I miss you so much…” the first word that come cross in my mind everytime I see you. You didn’t see me but I see you. Even it is just you picture, enough for now but not later. Sorry cause ignoring you for this certain time. I need to study. I really do. If I don’t we don’t even have chance to meet. I barely want to see you my dear, I really do. I mean it. I really want to know how you’re doing right now. But I just don’t have that time. It’s been a long time I didn’t watch you. Seeing you singing, playing, dancing and having fun for real is something that I hope to do. I miss you, I really do. Just wait for me. “Good Luck” on being a Romeo. Yes, I do jealous of that woman. Well, she is lucky. She really is. Again I’m sorry I miss your show. First is your concert now your theater. It is not I don’t want. I really want too. But I can’t. My hand is not long enough to reach you. “I miss you dear”, I really do. Wait for me till I reach you…Someday…