The 2015 summary

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!! Hype... Its been a while like a year since I am really updating this blog.. Got tied with the master thingy I guess.. :P 

2015 and I’m 25 It’s been an exciting year of my life ever! 

To sum up it’s a GREAT year with WONDERFUL event and moment and AWESOME PEOPLE. 

‪#‎Me‬ and music

Starting the year with DTD Music Festival where I go and watch Izzy for the first time and HE WAS AWESOME. Honestly I never pay attention to the drummer but I did since I ever know him. Follow up with his performance in May and recent performance with Nastia at Foodgasm…and yes, he leads me to the NASTIA… and I’ve been a fan of them ever since.. 

ps; This had been my Whatsapp BG ever since... 

When people as who I'll show his video playing drum and most of the people goes whooo~
**taken at DTD Music Fest

:: I'm kinda like all the Nastia song in the EBT

:: am a Nastian with a deep deep deep inside still a hyphen

Oh... Not to forget my crazy action to text the Meet The Plumber person... Basically Meet The Plumber is a buskers that usually played at KLCC or Avenue K which is my favourite hangout place for the fountain and food... Well, they play pipe... That’s why… Because they are unique compared to the others, I can't help to love them too... And because of that person to I got lead to St. John's Alumni Pipe Band too… Trust me... Both of the group is Amazingly Awesome with the synchronize drumline and pipeline! ‪

Me with SJAPB..

This is the picture from last two days.. honestly I am shaking out of keseganan kat tengah with muka paksa senyum sebab surrounded by this tall and kinda big build.. Siapa tak takut weyh! and Afique takde dalam gambar... hahaha

Link for  "20160108 Performance at Curve"

#‎Wedding‬ and Babies~! People around me starting to take their step bit by bit. Congratulation on your wedding Wan Nadiah (it’s been a pleasure to be the bridesmaid) dan semua (too long to be listed). Congratulation on your baby and welcome to the world Ra'ied, Raef, Furqan, Fayyadh, Danish, Safiyya and all lah.. 

As for me, when it will, it will be.. InsyaAllah.. No RUSH just PRAY even though it is a bit nerve wrecking... haha 

#Me and Petrosains Volunteer
Yerp! I did part time of being the Volunteer of Petrosains! And it did drag me out of shell... I did learn a lot... and I mean A LOT... Other than learning and polishing on the communication skill and yada yada… What I learn most is about people…

This is kinda that kinda of AWESOME PEOPLE~!

#Me and Random... This year is the year that I’ve been random like the most... Start up with Art Work project for Izzy like twice (and now I’m out of idea)... and I did one for Afique too using the remaining drum material from Izzy project.

First artwork ever and it is for Izzy~

From the remaining drum from Izzy project I manage to make this keychain for Afique.. 

Tapi dia tak suka kot sbb xd respond pon.. hahaha...

Then, Random strolling around Pasar Seni to Masjid Jamek.(picture on facebook). Get lost in Gombak. Got kick out of the bus in middle of nowhere (waktu first time nk pergi tgk SJAPB). Random text to that and that people. Random question to that and that people. And I did watch more music performance more than before. Yey for that~!!

Overall, I am about to finish my master… And feeling quite bad since it is late... Somehow I hope I’ll make it through just great! It’s been a pleasure to be friend with new people from the master class (it will be long list for the name), people from the Petrosains (Aimi, Sarah, Farahain, Arif, Bang Bang Bang Team, Ciden Day Team and August Batch), and people from my music passion Izzy and Afique and all the members of The Metaphor, Nastia, MTP and SJAPB... It’s been a pleasure to get to know you guys...

LOOKING FORWARD FOR MORE AWESOME MOMENT THIS YEAR~!

::Applause to me and applause to them. As for the wrap, lesson on the year. Just be your self ILLI. People will love or hate you for you are but it the end you are responsible for your own happiness and lastly LIVE WITHOUT EXPECTATION IT WILL HURT YOU LESS... *peace*

Mess in love

 It is a total mess when you already fall in love.. It is messier when you fall onto someone that really doesn't want you back.. Dan bukan salah dia to begin with.. Sebab tu kata kene jaga hati.. tapi yela.. mana nak tau nak jatuh.. tau tau dah jatuh..  Sudahnya sendiri sakit sebab tau org tu tanak kat kau.. Maka pujuk lah sendiri hati tu.. wahai hati,  bertabahlah.  If it meant to be it will be kalau tak maksudnya ada yang lebih baik untuk diri ini dan kalau tak maksudnya ada yang lebih baik untuk dia.. bila minda waras kata jodoh itu ditangan Allah.. tapi payahnya hati nk menerima.. tapi itulah lumrahnya.. pujuk lah hati itu dan terus pujuk.. InsyaAllah semuanya akan okey.. InsyaAllah.. Amin

UV light is not dangerous

UV light is not dangerous.. Its a claim that i made few days ago from prior knowledge about the UV.. UV or ultraviolet as claim by Wikipedia is an electromagnetic radiation with a wavelength from 400 nm to 100 nm, shorter than that of visible light but longer than X-rays. Though usually invisible, under some conditions children and young adults can see ultraviolet down to wavelengths of about 310 nm. The UV is emitted by the sun but it also can be emitted artificially by the UV lamp.

The prior knowledge that leads me to a conclusion that UV lamp is not dangerous is -

1. UV lamp is used for tanning
2. UV lamp is one of treatment for psoriasis. 
3. UV lamp for jaundice
4. Fluorescent lamps emit UV ray 

Making this statement somehow trigger me to do more reading and more finding about the UV light. The level of dangerous-ness of UV light is actually depends on how much we were exposed to it and the wavelength of the ray. Believe it or not, some of the fluorescent lamp did emit UV ray and we are exposed to it everyday, Found this website on Positive and negative effects of UV. Anyhow, after reading and more reading UV light is dangerous but still beneficial in someway. Low level of emittance and short exposure would be okay. For a simple reading and understanding of UV light you may read on the wikipedia. The light comes in different wavelength and frequency.. That's what make it infrared, visible, uv and xray.. every light have the range of different range and the range will effect differently according to emmitance... 

Anyhow, Sir and Madam, I would like to apologize for any misunderstood on our miscommunication earlier. Thank you..

Notes: The statement is solely based on my prior knowledge and nothing to do with the organization (that why there is no flyers since they are very particular on releasing the knowledge so that only the right knowledge is delivered)

** I am a student that is still learning and still young to know the world.

** I apology for any harm

The updates in a bulk~

There you go... my updates in a bulk.. haha.. ^^

Wedding and Friends~

20 facts about me

Handshake~

Its official~

Its official~

Yeah.. I choose to jump into the sea

Now i have to work to stay afloat

and now I have to work to cross this sea

Insya-Allah, May all at ease

After being un-employed for quite sometime, I've decided to pursue in master. Applied 3 universities and Alhamdulillah qualified for all. So, I have to choose. The deciding process is a bit tough since a lot of factor to consider. And now its been a week, and I am officially a Master of Science student of Universiti Malaya. Lets thrive and survive.

Still in doubt of the choice but bit by bit it decreasing.

More or less, I believe this is what is written for me,

More or less, I hope this is the right road, 

Again....

Yeah.. I choose to jump into the sea

Now i have to work to stay afloat

and now I have to work to cross this sea

Insya-Allah, May all at ease

Handshake~

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!!

*no emoji* might be boring might be interesting*

The title has been running inside out of mind since yesterday and I can't help to ignore it. With a bit of doubt whether i should write in the mode of mix language or spending hours to write in fully grammatical error English.. haha ok.. back to the title~

I've been wondering myself about facing this 'handshake'. Is it right is it wrong? Well people will say up to the situation but somehow "Our intent does not justify the means" . But basically I didn't usually face this situation.. So, when someone is putting his hand out to me I'm a bit in doubt and just follow the flow before my mind can process the right or wrong. Honestly, I wish I can preserve more in this. I'm still learning the skill of declining the handshake without hurting anyone pride. Or without dropping others face. But somehow, deep inside me I always hope that more people will be more alert on this. Don't put out your hand if you are the opposite gender of me. Please, it give my mind battle.. hahaha.. Ma.. its quite impossible but I still hope for it.. :P

:: Some people might don't mind since for them it is just a matter of manner.. as for me I do mind

:: Don't put me in the random mode.. its dangerous..

20 facts about me

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!!
Yoe.. 20 Facts repost! Haha.. Last few weeks there is somekind of wave about this 20 fact from instagram.. So, i decide to repost is here.. Copypasta from my IG with a little bit more detail

20 fact about me.. Read it or leave it..
1. 'Sakura' lover and been dreaming to spend spring under full blossom tree
2. I love baking and cooking but hate to do the cleaning.. Hahaha.. 
3. Love the taste of coffee but my body just can't tolerate it.. Huhu 
4. Scared of thunder, lightning, ghost and darkness. I'll surely cry and froze if I'm alone
5. Thriller and ghost story is a big NO a bit scaredy-cat on this
6. Tak reti melintas jalan but currently learning because of the new routine
7. I'm fine with bugs and insects except caterpillar and I'll get itchy just by looking at them
8. Hate green peas in a form of peas since i had enough of it taste
 9. A Ribena lover especially RIBENA STRAWBERRY.. nyummeh~!
10. Didn't drink soya due to stomach intolerance but other soya product is fine.. huhu
11. I listen to every kind of music genre i mean everything~
12. Love violin and piano and still dreaming to learn it and will make it true
13. I have 'subconscious tears' issue (T_T)
14. Earissa is a part of my real name and it a part where most people mispronounce it *sigh*
15. Been dreaming to do extreme sports even i am 'gayat' haha
16. I 'speak out loud'  its loud voice and loud mind
17. Novel reader where imagination goes wild
18. Short term memory and selected memory issue since i remembering and forgetting occasionally
19. A lazy blogger that update in a bulk and i really do..
20. Am a complicated person ... *smirk*

Wedding and Friends~

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!!

Its the age. Its the moment. Its the readiness and it is what fated.

Since last few month, I can say that there is non-stop of wedding invitation and even more now since its school holiday. I wish that I can attend all but of course it is impossible due to the financial and location issue. But somehow, for those that I've miss, I'm glad that I'm able to see the update and hashtags through facebook and even instagram. Frankly, there is even a video thats touch me. Overwhelm by this feeling also and of course keep me wondering when it will be my turn. 

Reminiscing my sister solemnization where it is my very first time listening to "khutbah nikah" and everytime it touch me inside. All I can say, it is not my time. My time haven't arrive yet. Haven't met the one doesn't mean that there is no one. That's what I've believe at least to keeping me in a positive way. Somehow, Selamat Pengatin Baru to all newly wed friend. Keep loving each other till Jannah.. Insya-Allah.. Allah bless.

May Allah bless for you (your spouse) and bless you, and may He unite both of you in goodness..

-amin-

Friend.. How would you describe them? or who is them? and as for me when  know the name and i know and ever meet that person then we are friend right? I have a very long list friend, and even a bunch of good friend and of course a lump of besties. Even we are besties it not not necessary to keep texting and alerting each other. but it is just enough to always be noted that we are not standing alone.. Frankly, I'm feeling 2014 is a year of blast.. After few years leaving school I finally manage meeting one by one of my school-mate, my childhood mate and even university fella that well... I know it only just a year apart but we are missing each other like crazy.. Yeah! Maa.. this post is getting long.. lets move to the next part...*wink*

Footwear~!

There is moment where life seems so mean.. But u just have to push aside and keep on walking ahead..

Bismilahirrahamirrahim~! Ok SpiLL~!!

Footwear.. shoe-sneaker-heel-wedges-flat-sandal-flipper-slipper~! Woa.. Blame the facebook timeline for it.. it seems like recently too much footwear advertisement so.... it is so IRRESISTIBLE~!!  Yaaa..... Still for the time being just able to look and mark the favorite and be patient.. fufufu .. can't wait to be a salarygirl to start the collection... weehooo~!! 

cr : ShoeShop.my

:: Personally I love the black pink one.. 

cr : Kasut Online

and soo much more~ hehe

Copy paste~

"And we have both agreed that if it is meant to be, it will be. we are realistic and practical people but romantics at heart. now that's pure irony. we've been single for our entire lives and choose to stay that way for now because there are important things to think about. our futures for example."

-Martina-

She is my gossip girl and it just happen then i was blog walking just now and come to this, I couldn't help to agree with her much on this and shared this here... 

:: We rarely talk to each other, but we always miss each other..

:: Safe trip to Sabah my dear.. and take care... =)

Its my fandom and its my hapiness

Eventhough i can separate this post into two, but i'm tooo lazy.. huehehe..

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.. SPiLL~! 

Well KAT-TUN release DVD Countdown, release album and will release single and will do concert and i cant afford.. Ok.. that is a FRUST voice okey.. haha.. I might be Die Hard Fan.. and might be not..  I pick what i like and what I don't like.. I can't say that i love all their song.. I just love most of them and maybe because like their combi of voice is kinda familiar and suit me well.. perhaps.. or whatever it is they are still awesome in four!

Mathama Ghandi says that 

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Frankly, that is how i feel right now.. even there is still bump and dark hole, i believe that i'll make it through. Dekiru! Shinjiru!

:: Originally, I don't have any idea what to give him on our first meeting but Versus come like a pop.. haha... Well, basically that all i can afford for now.. :)

:: Seems like I'm the one with little memory space of school.. haha.. and I'm kinda just realize that I used to be short.. -_-"

:: Oh... forget to mention, I see someone playing asalato while walking back few days ago but he stop when he walk beside me... fufufu.. i wish him play.. and actually 50% feeling of stopping him so that he can play and i can watch it for real...haha.. :P